tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4868775843803499852024-03-14T13:27:44.208+08:00Breaking the silence..Random ramblings from an honest mind...ammohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12308759576138482988noreply@blogger.comBlogger45125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-486877584380349985.post-81289490393095554552012-04-16T18:39:00.008+08:002012-04-19T16:31:53.709+08:00Occupy Dataran<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-zoQ24bNthyQ/T4v4ThAeV3I/AAAAAAAAAGs/ER4gpQGg2l8/s1600/291881_248280488527207_242787935743129_801303_4002719_n.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="213" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-zoQ24bNthyQ/T4v4ThAeV3I/AAAAAAAAAGs/ER4gpQGg2l8/s320/291881_248280488527207_242787935743129_801303_4002719_n.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: -webkit-auto;"><br />
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</a><b><span style="font-size: large;">"You can only talk shit, when you know shit. You can talk about how unruly these kids are, or how rebel these activist are, </span></b><b><span style="font-size: large;">making a fuss about things, want all things free. "Budak2 buang masa lepak dataran". You can say what ever you want to say. But you dont even know what they are doing, what they did and what they are planning to do. Just by watching videos from your comfort home. Oh how <span style="color: red;">judgmental pricks</span> you are.</span></b><br />
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The spirit of Occupy Dataran is not making a fuss or create chaos. The spirit of Occupy Dataran is educating oneself, the spirit of discussion, learning how to appreciate others opinions. Its a movement to <span style="color: blue;">"redefine democratic participation beyond representative democracy, and imagine a new political culture beyond race, ideology and political affiliation"</span></span></b><br />
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Occupy Dataran is not only the assembly itself. Its the forums, the talks, the "Universiti Rakyat", the "Pasar Percuma", the classes, the debates, the arts, the musics, the foods, the relationship that bonds between fellow occupiers. We occupy not because we want to break the law. We occupy because we embrace the spirit of the constitution itself. We occupy because we appreciate the relationship that we have as human beings. We occupy because we want to learn to understand about each others.<br />
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You can say what you want to say, but if you dont even step to the ground, and experience what Occupy Dataran really is, then your words are nothing to me."</span></b><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Lucida, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px; text-align: justify;">Excuse those grammar and typo errors. Its a direct copy paste and I wrote the piece during an emotional state. The thing is, why do people quick to be judgmental about others, when they don’t even see what is really happening and understand the issue all together. I am not going to comment on the mahasiswa group but I do have a say about Occupy Dataran. First of all do they actually know what Occupy Dataran is all about?</span> <br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Lucida, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px; text-align: justify;">For those who didn’t know what Occupy Dataran is, please at least google. Here’s a wikipedia link http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Occupy_Dataran. There you go. The second step is, just get your lazy bumps from the comfort of your chairs, your couches, your beds, and come down to Dataran Merdeka and see what these people are doing.</span> <br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Lucida, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px; text-align: justify;">The thing is, if you just go to the assembly once and try to embrace and understand what we do, you wont think bad about it at all. Its addictive and informative, you would want to come every week. FYI, Occupy Dataran started its first assembly on 30 July 2011, and never miss one single assembly every week since. I was the 1st occupier and went to the assembly every now and then but have stopped going since I’ve got other commitment to do. Since then, I’ve made friends. I’ve gain knowledge. I’ve learnt how to debate, deliberate and discuss issues. I’ve learnt how to accept differences of opinions. I’ve learnt how to agree to disagree and best of all, I’ve come to appreciate the kind of bond that were made with random people, good hearted men and women of all races, from different socio-economic background, of all ages.</span><br />
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<div style="background-color: white; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Lucida, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.4em !important; margin-bottom: 20px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: justify; vertical-align: baseline;">I think the the most important lesson of all that I learnt at Occupy Dataran is, to embrace the differences of others and to find that common ground, that one thing that binds us and that is, we are one human being. We are the same.</div><div style="background-color: white; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Lucida, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.4em !important; margin-bottom: 20px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: justify; vertical-align: baseline;">I don’t believe that Occupy Dataran can make a direct change. I don’t believe that Occupy Dataran will promote world peace and eliminate world hunger. No. But I believe that this movement is an experimentation and a counter culture to the system and to the current status quo that we are living in. I believe that this movement with all its spirit and participation from all people from all races, from all religion, from all gender, from all socio-economic background and from all ages can bring us together united albeit with difference of ideologies and way of thinking, learning from each other and accepting diversity.<strong> <span style="color: blue;">I believe that we can sit together, lepak and spend overnight under the blanket of black sky and stars and dream together for a better future, for a better society</span></strong>. Till then I just want to say, I’m 100% in solidarity with Occupy Dataran. God speed fellow occupiers. I bid you guys well. Salam.</div><br />
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Aizat Mokhtar,<br />
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Other updates, I've been active with social activism =). There's these group of people who are passionate about current issues, social justice and concern about whats the going on in Malaysia. Its nice to get to know, again, random people who have the same brainwaves as me who are passionate with issues and stuff. They came from all sorts of socio-economic background, multi-racial, each and everyone of them have their own ideas, philosophy and principles that they hold on to. Whats better is that not only i am well informed with current issues etc, these people are also active in charities and the arts scene n stuff. <br />
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I've got an invitation to b a volunteer at a concert with SUM41 innit! woorrghh! cant wait. SUM41 koooot! the first punk rock band I loved! ya, i know, they are not proper punk bands. But without them I wudnt know punk at all aite?<br />
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Oh ya, you lose friends, you gain some. Can't expect to satisfy everyone wud ya?<br />
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ammohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12308759576138482988noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-486877584380349985.post-68962597155482815912011-06-16T10:29:00.001+08:002011-06-16T19:52:13.816+08:00Lefty<div style="text-align: center;">Why is it that we always associate the left side is always wrong?<br />
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Left handed people are said to be the devils advocate.<br />
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Left-leaning ideologies are evil.<br />
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Left is a sign of bad luck.<br />
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Well its becoming a norm since the creation of mankind to discriminate people and distinguish them by different sects or cultures or abilities or even in this case, ideologies.<br />
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Who determines whats wrong or whats right? Do we have the rights to say that I am wrong and U are right? When religion comes into play, yes the only one that is truly omnipotent and omniscient with limitless vast of knowledge is GOD. But who said that u can be a representative of Him and say that He approve of what u say and U are right?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">I believe that each and every one of us are entitled to our own beliefs, our own faith, our own opinions, our own ideologies, our own thoughts, our own perspectives, our own philosophies and that we are absolutely unique for each and every way and that every one have their own mind as a result of our own experience, motivation, agenda, knowledge, and influences.<br />
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Therefore I ask again. What is right and what is wrong? I believe that people should not be indoctrinated by other people or figures or ideologies as we have the god damn rights to our own beliefs. Knowledge is vast and absolute. Therefore one should not be satisfied for what they know till to their graves. Prophet Muhammad said that PBUH.</div><div style="text-align: center;"></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
Back to the first question, why is it that we always associate the left side is always wrong? When we talk about ideologies, in terms of Karl Marx and Socialism, the image are always Hitler, Nazism, Anger, Hatred, Mother Russia, Bad, Evil, Fascist.<br />
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But do u even read about socialism? do u even research about it? Or do u just accept what America told u? That capitalism is good, democracy is the way, consumerism benefits all, privatization induces growth, debt with interest is a norm and etc.?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">I found out that when u are a Muslim, and while u talk about zakat, zuhudism, committing to God, humbleness, simplicity, justice, kesamarataan, take whats only yours and give some to the poor, riba is the worst sin etc and at the same breath u allow and agree to all those things that capitalism approve of, then I would say that u r a genuine, certified, bona fied ,trully pure, bloody hypocrite.<br />
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As an engineering student I just couldn't compute.<br />
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I am just saying that, as a human being, we are entitled to our own beliefs. Therefore nothing can indoctrinated me. I admit that I have a left leaning ideology, but that doesn't mean I enslave my mind to that ideology. I am still learning. The world are just beginning to weight itself on me, and I am only on the way to the enlightening path. I will not commit myself to one ideology, I will be open to all.<br />
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I will be open to debates and discussion and if I am wrong, I am open to be corrected but please let me remind u, I am entitled to my opinions therefore let us agree to disagree shall we?<br />
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I am a Muslim, therefore I would act as one. As a Muslim, I was told that the first word that our Prophet Muhammad received is Iqra' meaning "read". and I should not follow others (angguk, tunduk, patuh). I must stand up for what I believe in and search for knowledge and true guidance. and let Allah lead the way.<br />
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</div><div style="text-align: left;">p/s: In all honesty, I would like for everyone who reads this to not agree with me and spark the skeptic in u to initiate discussions and research so that if I am wrong, please do correct me.</div></div>ammohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12308759576138482988noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-486877584380349985.post-41127391080017379192011-06-03T07:10:00.000+08:002011-06-03T07:10:38.336+08:00Ignorant much<h6 class="uiStreamMessage" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span class="messageBody"> Did u know that regarding Petronas, theres only 2 person in the whole wide world that knows the income and the outcome of its financial status? The 2 person are Petronas CEO and our very own Malaysian Prime Minister. That means currently only <b>Datuk Shamsul Azhar Abbas</b> and<b> Dato' Sri Mohd Najib Razak</b> knows the cashflow of Petronas.</span></span></h6><h6 class="uiStreamMessage" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span class="messageBody"> </span><span data-jsid="text">So, did you know that only the Prime minister and its CEO have the power to control Petronas spending and whatnot? therefore controlling its spending on projects, operations and the <b style="color: red;">SALARY/BONUSES</b> of its staff?<br />
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So regarding on what u said yesterday on "I dont care on who is the next prime minister, or when is the general election is because they dont pay my salary as long as I can live my life as it were", I would conclude that, u are so very dumbfoundedly bloody astoundingly astonishingly astronomically legendarily......<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: red;">stupid</span></b></span>.</span></span></h6><h6 class="uiStreamMessage" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: blue; font-size: large;"><b><span data-jsid="text">and yeah. it does effect your life. so for u to arrogantly saying that u dont care and proud to be that ignorant is such a waste of your god given bright mind and great skills.</span></b></span><span data-jsid="text"> </span></span></h6>ammohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12308759576138482988noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-486877584380349985.post-21246811075187552662011-04-14T03:13:00.000+08:002011-04-14T03:13:41.032+08:00butterfliesI'm feeling butterflies, but I'm not sure whether its a lie.<br />
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So I chose to ignore and walk straight ahead, though I'll catch a glimpse or two<br />
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straighten up o' jack! hey, whatddya really want?<br />
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It's ok, cause its nice to have that feeling again. =)ammohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12308759576138482988noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-486877584380349985.post-75084150970912569302011-04-12T19:37:00.000+08:002011-04-12T19:37:07.870+08:00erk.. =.="I think I may have a bipolar disorder.<br />
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whoaa chillsammohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12308759576138482988noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-486877584380349985.post-63157825989188764862011-04-08T02:12:00.000+08:002011-04-08T02:12:12.778+08:00Blues<div align="center">Life as a youth is awesome!</div><div align="center"><br />
</div><div align="center">Futsal, teh tarik sessions, EPL weekend, travelling.</div><div align="center"><br />
</div><div align="center">But whats all that when ure alone aite?</div><div align="center"><br />
</div><div align="center">Friends far and near. Keep close to me. Keep close to my heart. Cause your the best thing that ever happen to me apart from my family.</div><div align="center"><br />
</div><div align="center">I dont care how my future will unfold. Whether money, fame or position is there waiting for me at the end. But all I want until the day I die, hundreds of soul are touched by mine. and even if we brushed through this life in just a brief of time, we are affected by each other, and please keep in mind that I will always have pieces of you inside me.</div>ammohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12308759576138482988noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-486877584380349985.post-46340120646580823292011-02-28T00:12:00.000+08:002011-02-28T00:12:49.068+08:00Love affair<div align="center">I have to admit</div><div align="center"><br />
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</div><div align="center">This is my love affair.....</div><div align="center"><br />
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</div><div align="center">Tapi aku hampa pada mlm ini, Liverpool FC tewas pada West Ham FC 3-1. =(</div><div align="center"><br />
</div><div align="center">Namu begitu bak kata pak cik Shankly,</div><div align="center"><br />
</div><div align="center">“Liverpool was made for me and I was made for Liverpool.”</div><div align="center"><br />
</div><div align="center">The words of The Kop will be forever etched in my mind, You'll Never Walk Alone.</div><div align="center"><br />
</div><div align="center">The time will come when the era of The Reds will reign!</div>ammohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12308759576138482988noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-486877584380349985.post-55921590628531619922011-02-27T19:37:00.000+08:002011-02-27T19:37:20.418+08:00useless ramblingsI think, there is a phase for bloggers when they will post in they're blog a sentence "my blog has been dry lately and I think I should stop writing". Standard kalu tak de idea lah. mesti ckp "da lame aku tak tulis pape dlm blog aku nih, bersawang sudah takde idea". dan memang jelas aku sekarang melalui phase tersebut. Aku makin lama makin kontang dengan idea, makin tak ada mood untuk menulis.<br />
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Tapi semenjak dua menjak ni gua bnyk berfikir. Kenapa aku buat blog nih in the first place? ape satisfaction yg gua dpt dari tulis blog nih? mende tuh aku asik ulang2 dlm fikiran aku, sampai satu tahap baru aku dapt ingat balik kenapa aku tulis blog.<br />
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Bagi aku, aku menulis kerana aku mahu mengekspresi kan diri aku. Aku jenis suka berfikir. Berfikir dan membaca. Bila aku baca, aku fikir. Tiap2 masa aku fikir. Tengah lepak ngan membe2 aku fikir. Lepak sorang2 aku fikir. Dalam class aku fikir. B4 tido aku fikir. Atas moto aku fikir, sampai eksiden baru nk sedar aku langgar lampu merah. celaka. kah3! (insiden 2 minggu lepas). Senang cte aku mmg tiap masa berfikir. Macam2 mende berpusing dlm kepala aku, dari isu2 negara, isu politik, isu agama, masa depan, personal problems and sampai ke problem org len pn aku tibai fikir jugak. Aku juga suka baca article2 pendek dan blog2 from various issues. Jadi, sampai satu tahap aku fikir, "wat d heck?" asik bace blog org, article org, why not ko sendiri buat blog ko sendiri. So tercipta lah blog aku yg ade sekarang nih.<br />
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Awal2 penulisan aku, aku punya la fanatik dgn Malaysia-Today Raja Petra Kamaruddin, mmg niat aku nk jd political analyst. apa2 news yg kuar kat MT, aku nk analyze n buat conclusion sendiri. Aku ingat nk kembang kan blog aku nih utk kupas isu2 semasa, tujuan aku supaya org lain dapat tahu isu2 tu n aku sendiri paham dgn isu tersebut. Aku harap org bley bincang ngan aku sama2 tntg isu2 tersebut. Tp malang nya aku lupa aku syok sendiri je. Org tak femes mane ade org bace blog hang. adoi laaa. Bila dah lama2 cket aku jdkn blog ni tmpt luahan hati aku. Ada org suka tulis direct. Tapi aku lebih ske garapkn dlm bentuk puisi, atau lebih tepat dlm bentuk poems. Sbb sume yg aku tulis lebih kpd English. Mungkin korg tak tahu, tp theres a difference when we think in English or BM. Bg aku, aku jd lebih philosophical ble think in English. bak kate sahabat baik aku, " Language is science. different language will lead you to different way of thinking even if the words are translated the same"<br />
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Aku tanak ngarut pnjg2, just harapan aku, sebenarnya aku nk blog aku nih jd tempat aku luahkan apa2 yg ade dlm fikiran aku. Sekarang nih zaman Twitter, FB. Ramai yg suka guna dua2 media ni utk express diri diorg. termasuk aku. Bila fikir balik, aku tersilap langkah bila aku gunakan FB melabon mcm2. Aku cuma harap org tahu apa isi hati aku tentg sesuatu. Tapi aku lupa, bahawa your freedom of rights to speak is violating another person of rights of peace. Jadi, aku rasa cukup lah aku melabon kat blog aku dari kat FB. Aku rasa its safer this way. cukup kontroversi untuk diri aku, sampai masa untuk aku berundur dan jd low-profile. Kawan aku cakap lg, "philosophers dont speak, they take note of all the thing thats happening".<br />
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Therefore I conclude this article to pave way of a new beginning for this blog. Well the theme will be very much the same, I will write on issues, I will write on my thoughts, I will write on my philosophy, a little bit of my life. But I hope there will be a new matured me that will be writing afterward. Till then, happy reading.<br />
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;">p/s: mcm2 konflik berlaku dlm diri sepanjang 4 tahun bergelar mahasiswa terutama pada tahun akhir ini. org kata aku berubah. aku ckp alhamdulillah. aku mmg mahu berubah =) . you can never be the same when you are compared to 10 years ago and now right? thats what im facing right now, a social change.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;">p/s/s: ya allah. jdkan aku pemikir, bkn seorg sang karut. </span>ammohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12308759576138482988noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-486877584380349985.post-46835941062215143932011-02-24T00:19:00.000+08:002011-02-24T00:19:45.478+08:00<div align="center">Ya Allah</div><div align="center"><br />
</div><div align="center">Kau dekatkan lah hamba mu ini dgn mu,</div><div align="center">Kau tetapkan lah pendirian hamba mu ini kejalan mu,</div><div align="center">Kau tetap kan lah hala tuju perjuangan pada jalan mu,</div><div align="center">kau berilah hidayah kepada ku, beri la petunjuk sedalam2nya pada ku,</div><div align="center">agar segala ideologi ku, segala pendapat ku, segala pemikiran ku semuanye bertunjang kan pada ajaran2 mu.</div><div align="center"><br />
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</div><div align="center">Kau jadikan lah aku seorang yg kritis dan skeptik,</div><div align="center">seorang yg sentiasa mempersoal, bukan seorang pengangguk.</div><div align="center">kau jadikan aku seorg pencinta ilmu, sentiasa dahagakan mencari ilmu,</div><div align="center">jauhkan aku dari perbuatan sia2 dan perkara yg sia2.</div><div align="center"><br />
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</div><div align="center">Kau dekatkan lah aku dgn golongan org2 yg berjuang dijalan mu,</div><div align="center">org2 yg cintakan keadilan, org2 yg benci kan kezaliman.</div><div align="center">Org2 yg sentiasa dahagakan kasih mu, </div><div align="center">Org2 yg berani, sentiasa menegakkan yg benar dan menidakkan yg batil.</div><div align="center"><br />
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<div align="center">I shed my manly tears for this =(</div><div align="center"><br />
</div><div align="center">We live our life with joy and prosperity, </div><div align="center">with friends and families.</div><div align="center">We have our own home to stay in to,</div><div align="center"> food to feed to,</div><div align="center">toys to play with,</div><div align="center">technology for entertainment and work.</div><div align="center"><br />
</div><div align="center">But we live our lives in ignorance, </div><div align="center">not knowing how other people of other community lives.</div><div align="center">Do they live their lives the same as we do?</div><div align="center">Do they have food to feed?</div><div align="center">Toys to play with?</div><div align="center">Home to stay?</div><div align="center"><br />
</div><div align="center">What is our ultimate purpose of life?</div><div align="center">Most of us say,</div><div align="center">I want to learn in the university and graduate.</div><div align="center">I want to get a job with a good salary.</div><div align="center">I want to find a beautiful girl and get married.</div><div align="center">I wanna have children and grand children.</div><div align="center">I wanna die peacefully with my families all around me.</div><div align="center"><br />
</div><div align="center">But is it enough just to do that?</div><div align="center">Is is enough if we pray 5 times a day,</div><div align="center">be an obedient slave of God,</div><div align="center">follow our religion principles, </div><div align="center">but we neglect our society's plight?</div><div align="center"><br />
</div><div align="center">Didn't God ask us to be passionate?</div><div align="center">Didn't religion teaches us to be kind thy neighbors and cherish them,</div><div align="center">protect them even if it costs your life?</div><div align="center">Didn't our prophets told us that charity is a way through heaven?</div><div align="center"><br />
</div><div align="center">So I ask once again to my friends and families,</div><div align="center">what is our ultimate purpose of life?</div><div align="center">What have we done to the community? </div>ammohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12308759576138482988noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-486877584380349985.post-9868928621144789822011-01-17T10:02:00.003+08:002011-01-18T07:12:18.591+08:00Revolusion Viva Tunisia!!!<object height="385" width="640"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/8e5uCxrEwpE?fs=1&hl=en_US"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/8e5uCxrEwpE?fs=1&hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="640" height="385"></embed></object><br />
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Untuk pengetahuan korg, link youtube yg aku bg tuh adalah just a gist of whats happening in Tunisia right now. Why does it happen and what will this event leads to. Aku tak tau ape yg korg rase, tp bg aku ini adalah perkara terbesar yg pernah berlaku dalam hidup aku. Menda ni lg besar dari 9/11, lg besar dari perang Iraq, lagi besar dari cerita bohong “19 september” Anwar, lg besar dari Ana Raffali, lg besar dari sandiwara AF. Sebab ini adalah bukti revolusi boleh berlaku dizaman moden yg penuh dgn hiburan2!<br />
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<div class="MsoNormal"></div><div class="MsoNormal">Sebab apa yg berlaku skang ni adalah kebangkitan rakyat terhadap kekejaman rejim kerajaan <span style="color: red;"><b>Presiden Zine el-Abidine Ben Ali</b></span> selama 23 tahun. Ape yg kejamnye, korg search la sendiri dlm internet. Luas terbendang ilmu hujung jari. Tunjak kekejaman kerajaan ni bukan spt kejam kerajaan “islam” lain spt rejim haram Saddam Hussein yg membunuh beribu2 rakyat Kurds dgn menggunakan gas. Bukan juga spt rejim Idi Amin yg menjadi kan rakyat nya hamba2 nya. Tetapi konsep kekejaman nya simple sahaja. Menindas rakyat marhein, golongan pertengahan dan menekan rakyat dari sudut ekonomi, peluang pekerjaan dan ketidak pedulikan rakyat miskin. </div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">Jurang kemiskinan di Tunisia sgt lah tinggi. Yang kaya makin kaya, yg miskin spt sampah dijalanan. Negara maju, kaya dengan hasil minyak mentah. Tapi rakyat nya ditindas sebegitu rupa. Jumlah pengangguran mencapai sehingga 1/3 daripada jumlah graduan. Graduan bertaraf Masters hanya layak jual goreng pisang itepi jalan. Tapi cuba teka, bagaimana pemimpin kerajaan mereka hidup hari ke hari? Tak perlu diulas disini kerana jelas kemewahan yg dinikmati oleh rejim Ben Ali ni.<br />
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_T7mmYq55BOY/TTTJf1TsM0I/AAAAAAAAAFU/5fFmfdsvBUo/s1600/160px-Bouazizi.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"></a></div></div><div class="MsoNormal">Ya negara mereka mmg maju. Sama shj spt Malaysia. Kalau Malaysia kaya dengan hasil minyak nye, Tunisia lagi kaya. Malaysia negara hampir maju. Gah dgn Putrajaya, gah dgn KLCC, gah dgn system pengangkutan awam yg tiptop dan selesa. Rakyat hidup selesa dgn subsidi yg diterima, semua org di Malaysia dapat nikmati kemudahan belajar dan menimba ilmu. Malaysia aman tanpa pergolakan, tanpa perang dan bencana alam yg besar. Kita tidak perlu bersusah payah untuk berjaya kerana peluang pekerjaan dimana2. </div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">[<span style="color: red;"><b>SARCSM MODE</b></span>] Kita punya kerajaan yg sgt prihatin terhadap rakyat. Ada je isu berkaitan rakyat, terus lantang di debatkan di dalam dewan Negara. Tidak ada wakil rakyat yg membincang kan isu remah spt “hey adakah ko dulu pernah beri rasuah ke XXX”, “hey, kenapa ko tak pangkai songok mase upacara angkat sumpah itu hari?”, “hey, BN=Babi Negara”, “Hey mu nok gocoh maghi la, kek luo bile2 je kawe ready”, “hey dewan rakyat bocor. Earrghh..benci I nk tulis mende2 mengarut yg kerajaan lain bincang kat Dewan Negara dorg. Tapi kerajaan kita ok. Semua isu di clear kan secepat mungkin. Semua rakyat tahu details dan mendalam terhadap semua issue. Transparent sungguh kerajaan kita kan? Masakn kita tak tahu apa keputusan kematian Teoh Beng Hok? Apa yg terjadi kepada Altantuya? Kemana hilang nya jet engine sampai ke argentina? Tanah sungai besi dijual pada sap ek? Kenapa kita invest berjuta2 dkt APCO? Ape cite konspirasi PKFZ? Wah semua perkara tersebut dgn pantas dicari siapa dalang crook tersebut.<br />
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Kerajaan kita bebas dari korupsi bukan? Kita juga tak perlu bersusah payah utk restructure bajet kte tiap tahun disebab kan kenaikan harga barang2 keperluan spt gula, garam, ayam, tepung minyak masak dan sebagai nya. Harga minyak gasoline pon maintain je. Aaaah..life in Malaysia is so damn easy. Bak kata perdana menteri kita, cuba bandingkan kehidupan rakyat kita dengan rakyat Indonesia, Thailand Vietnam dan Filipina. Kita kan berdaya saing dengan negara2 ini sahaja. Mana mampu nk bersaing dgn big shot-big shot spt jepun dan china. Sbb tu kte kene bandingkan kehidupan kita dengan negara2 class ketiga ini kan? Pemimpin2 kerajaan kita dan isteri mereka mane ade hidup mewah. semua ala kadar sahaja kehidupan meraka kerana mereka prihatin terhadap kesusahan rakayt. Mereka mencontohi kepimpinan Presiden Syiah Iran, Mahmoud Ahmadenijad yg hidup sangat2 sederhana.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: red;"><strong>[SERIOUS MODE]</strong></span> Saya akhiri coretan buang masa saya dengan ucapan tahniah pelajar2 dan rakyat marhein Tunisia! Aku disini berdoa agar kamu semua dapat kecapi kenikmatan hidup spt dimalaysia selepas ini. Syabas sahabat2 ku di Tunisia! Aku disini bersama2 berlingan air mata kegembiraan kerana kamu semua telah menunjukkan bukti bahawa revolusi bukan main-main. Revolusi itu perlu total dan radikal.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Bukan spt main masak2 dgn kawan2, bukan spt bermain bola di liga MSSM. Alhamdulillah, Takbir!!!! Aku bangga punya generasi spt kamu semua. Akan aku jadi kan setiap remaja di Tunisia sbg Idola aku. Aku mahu mencari seorang remaja rakyat Tunisia sbg shabat baik aku. Kerana aku tahu, jika aku ada masalah, remaja ini akan sanggup mati kerana aku. Allahuakbar!</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">p/s: Al-fatihah kepada rakyat2 Tunisia yg mati syahid kerana counter attack daripada polis. Jumlah dari 20-30 org. Semoga roh2 beliau dicucuri rahmat Allah yg maha esa, maha agung dan maha adil</div><br />
p/s/s: Maaf jika entri sulung aku tahun ini adalah sgt membosan kan bagi sesetengah pembaca. Maaf jika comeback aku sebagai penulis blog setelah 3 bulan menyepi ini sgt hambar. Maaf jika topik penulisan ini tidak penting bg sesetengah kamu. Tp kerana issue ini adalah terlalu penting bagi aku, maka harus aku utara kan kepada yg mahu ambil tahu<br />
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p/s/s: kalau bukan kerana mamat ini, <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mohamed_Bouazizi">Mohamed Bouazizi</a> revolusi ini tidak akan berlaku!<br />
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</div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">p/s: tired of hearing the same story of how UMNO got us merdeka. I'll post somewhere this month about the alternative history of merdeka. Then you'll understand when somebody says "History are half-truths. It just tells the story of the triumphed and left the relinquished untold"</span></div>ammohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12308759576138482988noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-486877584380349985.post-84388090581771343022010-08-25T01:36:00.003+08:002010-08-25T11:17:34.254+08:00Sing-a-along everybody!<div style="text-align: center;">Alang2 aku dah tade idea nk post apape dlm blog ni,</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Might as well aku post lagu menarik utk sesape yg lalu kat blog nih.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Hey, everyone of you guys must have a moment or two when you hear a song, it straight away blows you away, and you'll feel somewhat connected to it.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Sometimes the song doesn't have any connection but still, it gives you the grooves and make you sing-a-long in an instant. Your head feels like banging, hands tapping and body swinging.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">It's been awhile I havent have a good feel listening to any song. come and sing-a-long everybody! =D</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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<div style="text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">via : </span></b><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><a href="http://blogserius.blogspot.com/">BLOGSERIUS</a></span></b><br />
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<b>p/s: Oh shit she's a gold digger. Well, just thought you should know nigga!</b></div></div>ammohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12308759576138482988noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-486877584380349985.post-17432905333940990532010-07-04T17:51:00.001+08:002010-07-04T17:51:29.072+08:00Letter for my brother, AziziHey bro,<br />
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Congratulations on your admittance to UDM. Now you are called a MAHASISWA, embarking to a new journey into a whole new world. This world may be alien to you, you may suffer a culture shock; a condition that is normal for any teenager.<br />
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But dont be afraid. This feeling is just a feeling. It will go away in a few weeks time, where you'll get adjusted. you'll get accustomed with the culture, hostel life. Yes, you will get homesick once a while. but that will only shows that you still have a loving place in your hearth that is called home.<br />
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You will find new friends. some are nice, some may be a little wicked to you. learn to get along with everyone. learn and observe those people around you. learn their behavior. you can trust them but be aware and alert. so that people will not stomp you down and take advantage of you. life is like a discovery channel. its a survival of the fittest!<br />
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Remember the day that we sent you to UDM. how abah restlessly try to make your 1st day at UDM a perfect one. Equip you with everything you need without missing anything. making sure that everything is complete once you arrive there. without having you buy your necessaries on your own. Remember how mama cried when she give you a hug for the last time. Its a sign that she is truly worried about you, because she has never leave a sight on you since your birth. this is the 1st time you leave home. remember that! and always remember this so that it will give you strength to be the best in UDM. Harapan; hope of our parents lies on you. for you to become successful one day with UDM as the ticket for you.<br />
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Learn learn and learn. Never get tired of learning. Academic is the utmost important, as with knowledge you will be held high regard in society, everywhere. learning is not by books only. learn about everything! learn how to command, learn how to survive, learn how to love and cherish, learn to be the best of friends, best of student, best of a human being. learn how to communicate. learn how to conduct events. participate any activities any societies. flourish yourself with these kinda things so that you will be equipped mentally and physically. through these things, you will find the best of friends that you can trust, you will find the best of experience that you can gain that you will never forget.<br />
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Dont waste your time with something foolish. do something random, something eccentric once in a while. we are teenagers. we are supposed to be rebellions. we learn from mistakes. what i mean something foolish is not doing anything! always try! try to do anything. theres no such thing as right or wrong when u are a student. but if you found out that what you are doing is wrong, take it as example and never do it again. to never fail is stupid! never be afraid of failing. and dont hold yourself to do anything. just do it! with 100 of fails, you'll come across a success that is so sweet you'll cherish the experience.<br />
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Just remember, life in uni is about having fun. dont be too rigid, and too strict and stiff. be flexible instead. and always be positive. I know that you have your own ideals and principle. I believe that you can do it. Do your best because this is the only chance that you can prove to mama and abah, and make them proud. But remember. your journey will not stop short here. you have a long way to go. Research on you path in the future. so that you will know to plan for your future.<br />
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I guess that is all I can say. Good luck brother. and godspeed. You are the hope of our parents. We 3 brothers have our own ideals and characteristics. you have one special ability in you that differs form me and abg jim. therefore you must also succeed so that you can use your ability for the betterment of the society, ummah in general.<br />
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Love,<br />
Your brother<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">p/s: wrote this with teary eyes.</span>ammohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12308759576138482988noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-486877584380349985.post-82234465733940082662010-07-04T16:17:00.000+08:002010-07-04T16:17:38.224+08:00I'm hooked<div style="text-align: center;">I'm hooked.....</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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<div style="text-align: center;">with this song! hoho</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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<div style="text-align: center;">Its a breakup song, for peeps who just going through a break up.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Nice....because why? I like the part when he sings</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><b>"I</b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">t's alright (It's alright) cause you can try but you'll never keep me down</span></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"></span></b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">It's alright (It's alright) I may be lost but you'll never keep me down</span></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"></span></b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">You can try (you can try) you can try but you'll never keep me down</span></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"></span></b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">You cant try (you can try) I know i'm lost but I'm waiting to be found"</span></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 15px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">Thats the spirit! Thats the way to be positive!</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><br />
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</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">When people treat you like <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><b>shit</b></span>, you dont' get fucked up and be <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><b>gloomy</b></span>. You get <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><b>even</b></span> instead!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">Life as a teenager is so short to be sad. Enjoy life! Enjoy freedom while you can!</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">Its a worthwhile experience to be enjoyed with <b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">FRIENDS</span></b></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;"><br />
</span></b></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;"><br />
</span></b></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;"><br />
</span></b></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">Yeah you can wait for a knight in a shining armor to catch you before you fall, or a beautiful princess to drop her silken tissue for you to pick up for her..</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">But hell no, I'll not waste my time to wait for anyone!</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">Because I believe in fate. I believe in destiny. and when the right time comes, Allah will surely meet me with someone that completes me.</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">For i am now incomplete. I am just a "quarter". but before i can be "half" and connect with my other "half", I'll cherish this life, fulfill my duties as a <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;"><b>SON</b></span> and a <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;"><b>STUDENT</b></span>, grab all the opportunities that i can get, absorb the experience that I can learn and finally become "half" to be united with my soulmate.</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">my life is already complete with <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;"><b>friends</b></span> and <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;"><b>family</b></span> to hold me up!</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">Its a fuckin disgrace for your friends and family if you are sad because of someone thats only be with you for a shortwhile in your life, even its a 3-4 years of relationship. think about it. sape lagi lame kenal dan sayang kamu, dalam dan luar kamu? who's always with <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><b>you for better or for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death do us part?</b></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><b><br />
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<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">seriously. guys. get a <b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">life</span></span></b>!</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><br />
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</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">p/s: When I get sad, I stop being sad and be </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">AWESOME</span></b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> instead.</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">p/s/s: Quote: Barney Stinson</span></span></span></div>ammohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12308759576138482988noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-486877584380349985.post-76910943571517356522010-07-03T17:29:00.001+08:002010-07-03T17:32:45.345+08:00cinta<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Aku ada harga diri dan maruah. maka secara logik nye aku tidak akan meletak kan diri aku dibawah org lain. I can stand up with my own bloody feet, no one can push me down.</span></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">tapi aku pelik. ble pasal cinta, remaja selalu tumpas. aku bersyukur sebab aku tak terjebak dgn mende haram nih.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">*for now*</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Bagi aku, remaja zaman sekarang kebanyakan nye bercinta dgn cara yg salah. Maruah; pride digadai. dilepas kan segala nye demi cinta. Aku tak berckp pasal sex ya. lebih pada </span><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">jati diri</span></span></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Semuanya mengharap pada perkara yang tidak jelas masa hadapan nya.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br />
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</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">p/s: Aku malas nk mengulas. kerana sgt emosi bila berckp tentang topik tersebut</span></div></span>ammohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12308759576138482988noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-486877584380349985.post-71232255572233298372010-07-01T08:58:00.000+08:002010-07-01T08:58:33.937+08:00Malas<div style="text-align: center;">Tomorrow is my <b><span style="color: blue;">LAST</span></b> day of internship</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">dan aku menjadi semakin <b><span style="color: red;">MALAS</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">dah.tu je yg aku nk bgtau.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">kehidupan di ofis adalah sangat rutin</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">kesimpulannya : <b><span style="color: red;">aku tanak keje ofis!</span></b></div>ammohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12308759576138482988noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-486877584380349985.post-76264903383699553292010-06-15T09:47:00.002+08:002010-06-15T09:54:51.986+08:00Morning gloomSequel to <a href="http://anothaannoyingfler.blogspot.com/2010/03/midnight-blues.html">midnight blues</a><br />
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No matter how many times you <b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">stumble</span></b>,<br />
You will always get back <b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">up</span></span></b>!<br />
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Nobody is worth more than yourself.<br />
Don't put yourself <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><b>lower</b></span></span> then him.<br />
Because deep down inside you are <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><b>better</b></span></span> than him.You know that.<br />
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Will you submit, will you surrender, will you bow down, will you admit defeat?<br />
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Or will you stand up for your self, rise and be <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">strong</span></b></span>, be <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">independent</span></b></span> and lead your life by your own <b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">rules</span></b> and make decisions base on your own <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><b>choice</b></span>.<br />
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Nobody can take care of you but yourself.<br />
But remember, there are those who <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">care</span></b></span> about you,<br />
that will cordially assist you on your way up.<br />
you dont have to ask, you dont have to beg.<br />
you just have to <b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">open up</span></b> and let it be.<br />
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These people are the ones who will walk by your side along the steps of your life.<br />
Don't be a <b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">fool</span></b>, and don't be <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><b>arrogant</b></span>.<br />
You need them and they need you too.<br />
So <b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">open up</span></b>, and let them into your life as you enter their lives too.<br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">Families, friends, strangers</span></b>. no matter who they are.<br />
you must always find kindness inside them and <b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">cherish</span></b> them<br />
and that is the way of life.<br />
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always be kind to others even to our <b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">enemies</span></b>.<br />
because the more <b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">hatred</span></b> you have, the <b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">lower</span></b> you put yourself.<br />
As you take <b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">positive</span></span></b> on everything that happens to you,<br />
and let <b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">happiness</span></span></b> colour your life.<br />
I promise you, you will feel the ultimate <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">freedom</span></b></span>!<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">p/s: Be strong adik!</span>ammohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12308759576138482988noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-486877584380349985.post-72490889895035921202010-06-05T20:36:00.000+08:002010-06-05T20:36:26.503+08:00Away..<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: small;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;">I will be away next week.</span></div></span><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">Yup. One whole week deprive of internet. no FB, Twitter, emails.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><b>WHY?</b></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><b><br />
</b></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;">For those who dont know me, I'll be commissioned to the rank of 2nd lieutenant on 12th June 2010. After 3 years of training in Reserve Officer Training Unit, finally I'll graduate as an officer.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">But theres a catch. I've done something really bad last week and created some problem with a young officer.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">So, whatever the outcome maybe, I will stand up with pride and honor. Because thats what being an OP is all about. Thats what RMC have taught me. Be a gentleman and hold your integrity. I will not go down without a fight.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Till another post, toodles</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">p/s: penat jd photographer for my cuzen's wedding today. congrats MOHD AZFAR ARIFF and NUR ATIQAH! welcome to the family and may you guys have a happy long lasting relationship!=)</span></div>ammohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12308759576138482988noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-486877584380349985.post-70204952575015601622010-05-27T16:48:00.000+08:002010-05-27T16:48:35.353+08:00Runsing<div style="text-align: center;">Apabila <span style="font-size: x-large;"><b style="color: red;">PROBLEM </b><span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;">datang melanda, diri menjadi <span style="color: red; font-size: x-large;"><b>RUNSING</b></span></span></span></span></span>.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Kepala rase macam nak <b style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">PECAH</span></b><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">!</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;">Tapi nak buat macam mane. Semua salah sendiri.</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: black; font-size: large;">"Terlajak perahu boleh diundur, terlajak kata dibawa mati"</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: black; font-size: large;"> </span>Every obstacles we encounter, always make yourself calm and think of the important aspect to swift your way out of the problem.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">-This is maybe the biggest thing that I have done and im ready to take the responsibility of my actions.</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">-sbb aku semua kena, rase bersalah tak guna.</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">-papehal pn aku akan ready dgn point2 utk defend maruah squad aku.</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">p/s: runsing kerana masalah ini cmpur dgn masalah adik =(</span></div>ammohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12308759576138482988noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-486877584380349985.post-31231038441944223152010-05-14T16:25:00.001+08:002010-05-14T16:37:34.262+08:00malas malas malas<div style="text-align: center;">Merujuk pada tajuk diatas, ye sememangnye saye sangat malas. </div><div style="text-align: center;"> Tak tahu kenape. </div><div style="text-align: center;">Mase kat ofis ni banyaaaaaaak sgt. </div><div style="text-align: center;">Tapi sangat malas. Malas ape nak tahu tak? </div><div style="color: red; text-align: center;"><b>Malas nak update blog. </b></div><br />
<div style="text-align: center;">Jadi pada hari ini aku hanya nak merapek je. kalau malas nk bace aku mrapu sila2 lah click butan 'x' diatas </div><br />
<div style="text-align: center;">Adooooi. Ape nk jadi nih? Tapi ape yang aku buat? </div><div style="text-align: center;">Bace blog orang lain. bace alternative media. bace mende2 bodo org link. </div><div style="text-align: center;">Dalam kepale aku nih penuh dgn <b><span style="color: blue; font-size: large;">propaganda2 ideologi2 falsafah2. </span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;">tak lupa juga benda2<span style="color: purple;"> <b>lawak</b></span>. trimas la pada yang bagi link2 lawak. </div><div style="text-align: center;">tade la stress sangat aku asik bace menda2 <span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: red;">heavy</span></b></span> je. -.-". </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Tapi papehal pn aku nk promote kat korang satu blog yang aku da lame link kat dlm blog aku, tp aku jarang follow. sbb memang heavy reading. Blog ni ditulis oleh <b><a href="http://www.bakrimusa.com/">M. Bakri Musa</a>.</b> Nak tau camne aku bley kenal die nih? Sebab aku ade tgk youtube pasal "Malaysia Towards a Developed Country." camne aku bley tgk video nih aku pun tak ingat. aku rase sebab aku nk usha video Anwar punye speech kat univeristi kat US then ter usha kat link2 berkaitan kat sebelah kot. macam menarik je so aku usha ar.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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Aku mmg respek gle ngan idea2 die. views die semua buat aku terpikir sejenak tentang ape yang berlaku zaman sekarang nih. macam mana nak perbaiki semua yang tengah rosak nih. Kalau korang nak tau, aku memang suke dengar org cakap, bg talk pasal education, economics, history in general. Falsafah2 ke teori2 ke semua aku suke dengar. dan tak lupe juge mende2 agama. Sebab dari itu baru lah pemikiran kita berkembang. tade la asik dengar satu pihak je. Bagi aku org melayu nih suke dengar satu pihak je. Dah tu terus percaye bulat2. sebab tu senang kene tipu dan brainwashed. sebab malas nak amik tau. <b><span style="color: red; font-size: large;">Ignorant</span></b>! bak kate org putih.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Ade orang kate, "buat ape ko nk tau mende2 nih, nape ko nk libat kan diri dgn mende2 politik nih semua?" hey <b><span style="color: red;">dumbass</span></b>. bukan politik je yang aku minat ok? seperti yang diperkatakan diatas. I like to read everything under the sun. Tapi bagi aku, politik ni mmg semua org kene amik tahu. Sebab kalau kita tak amik tau, senang2 la org nk tipu kite. senang2 la kerajaan nak control kita. senang cite,tade la kite tros diperbodoh kan oleh org yang makan gaji dari duit kita gak. kalau satu hari nanti malaysia porak peranda, siapa yg patut dipersalahkan? rakyat sendiri la sebab kebodohan sendiri. Sorry to say, if you guys want to stay ignorant then its up to you guys.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Aku tanak kehidupan normal macam sesetengah orang. Aku tanak normal cycle life seperti org kebiasaan yang tade vision [blaja, cari awek, keje, kawin, anak, tua, cucu, mati]. I got BIG plans, BIG vision for myself. I will not stand by to be ordinary because I am <b><span style="color: blue; font-size: large;">extra</span></b> ordinary! therefore sebagai future leader, aku mesti lah tahu issue2 semasa seperti begini. dan sebab itu lah istilah awek tiada dlm kamus hidup aku. its such a waste of time to have something to commit, to be so into commitment, but the fact really is that there's nothin to commit pun actually. But that, is another story</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Selain dari blog M. Bakri Musa tersebut, let me suggest you guys a great website for those who like to watch intellectual talks, <a href="http://www.ted.com/"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>TED.COM</b></span></a>. You'll be suprised of how people can think these bombastic ideas in technologies. they also let people to discuss on broad topics like religion, phylosophy, current issues and such. Big ideas you'll never ever imagine.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Aku rase cukup lah setakat ini aku merapek. ya bila aku menulis, memang banyak aku <strike style="color: lime;">omong</strike> kan (aku tak tau nape org ske gune perkatan2 indon. saje nk nampak exotic kot) Jadi sampai disini sajalah ulasan saya pada hari ini. ada masa lagi, saya akan ulas isu2 yang lagi mendalam dan detail supaya dapat kita renung2 kan bersama.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: left;">p/s: aku still hutang <a href="http://edoraemon.blogspot.com/">makhluk aneh</a> "7 things you should know about me". ape? ingat aku lupa?</div>ammohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12308759576138482988noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-486877584380349985.post-75194513239823329092010-05-05T09:40:00.001+08:002010-05-05T09:44:37.438+08:00Encouraging wordsSomething that was said to me yesterday made me proud and confident of myself;<br />
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<blockquote>"I like your style Aizat.I'm quite impressed by you. The way you promote your ideas and discuss it, how aware of you towards issues and such. because not many young people are like you. I think you should be a politician and join putera UMNO. We need <b><span style="color: blue;">progressive</span></b> young minds like you la to be the administrator of this country. why not kan? we never know. But I guess for me you should keep your grades <span style="color: red; font-size: large;">up</span>. Because with what ever you have right now I think I have no problem on recruiting you. Just make a lot of networks, keep your contacts with the managers and engineers and you'll do great."</blockquote><br />
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;">p/s: not really the exact words she said. but at least it sounded more or less like that =p</span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;">p/s/s: semangat <b><span style="color: blue;">UP</span></b>! hehe. what came out as a <b><span style="color: red;">controversy</span></b> leads to something much better.huha. =)</span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;">p/s/s/s: I felt quite irked when she say putera UMNO. nevertheless i take it as a compliment.hehe</span>ammohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12308759576138482988noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-486877584380349985.post-12352150515717490862010-05-02T17:34:00.001+08:002010-05-03T14:35:20.265+08:00So much to write, so little time...Huhu..its been awhile I haven't updated anything..I'm sorry guys I've just been busy.<br />
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Got loads of ideas drafted to write but i just got no time. I have just started my internship last week. Daily routine are waking up at 5.30, back at home around 8 and sleep at 12. I never thought working daily in office is just so tiring, even working at office in aircond and not actually doing anything. Its just that daily routine makes you tire and when you arrive home you just wanna lie on your bed and go to sleep. The cycle is just the same everyday. wake up, go to work, back home and sleep.<br />
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Streamyx are just so <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b>fukken</b></span></span> irritating. At one time the connection is ok, Then the next u cant even open google. rupenye ade prob cable ke po tah, seminggu mmg takley surf. nsb bek skang bley on9. dats why bru skang nk update blog hehe.<br />
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So maybe after this if got time, I'll update about my internship process n all. I also still didn't do the "7 things you should know about me" that <a href="http://edoraemon.blogspot.com/2010/04/dari-cigu-aire-dan-nini-chan.html"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><b>makhluk aneh</b></span></a> tagged me. so much to write, so little time.huhu<br />
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till then, toodles! =Dammohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12308759576138482988noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-486877584380349985.post-30286086930897805272010-04-26T05:38:00.000+08:002010-04-26T05:38:04.311+08:00huuu..nebes2!<div style="text-align: center;">Its the first day of internship and I'm very nervous</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">Aiyak</span></b></span>!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">What to do??</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Should I just say to the receptionist, "kak I'm here for my 1st day of internship. Sila beri tunjuk ajar"</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Huah2. Just one thing explains my feeling right now.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">NERVOUS!</span></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><br />
</span></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;">Well, come to think of of it, every single 91 of my batch is currently going through the same thing and probably more nervous than I am, so why don't I just go with the flow, and take the ride. chill la dude!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">good luck to me! do your best! =)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">p/s: The 1st thing I did when I woke up, I check my FB n den post this blog. what a geek -.-"</span></div>ammohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12308759576138482988noreply@blogger.com2