Breaking the silence..

Posting for the sake of posting.ngehehe

2011-08-25T16:00:00.002+08:00

Don't blame me. Blame twitter for introducing micro-blogging. It seems more fun reading the thoughts of random people in short sentences and the plus point, you can have instant replies with them. Plus, imma bit lazier than usual these recent times, twitter would enable me to post just quick and impromptu thoughts. Theres also these things called #twtup wheres its an abbreviation of tweetup @ meet up with twitter people. Meet random people and socialise! =)

Other updates, I've been active with social activism =). There's these group of people who are passionate about current issues, social justice and concern about whats the going on in Malaysia. Its nice to get to know, again, random people who have the same brainwaves as me who are passionate with issues and stuff. They came from all sorts of socio-economic background, multi-racial, each and everyone of them have their own ideas, philosophy and principles that they hold on to. Whats better is that not only i am well informed with current issues etc, these people are also active in charities and the arts scene n stuff.

I've got an invitation to b a volunteer at a concert with SUM41 innit! woorrghh! cant wait. SUM41 koooot! the first punk rock band I loved! ya, i know, they are not proper punk bands. But without them I wudnt know punk at all aite?

Oh ya, you lose friends, you gain some. Can't expect to satisfy everyone wud ya?

Problem?

Lefty

2011-06-16T10:29:00.001+08:00

Why is it that we always associate the left side is always wrong?

Left handed people are said to be the devils advocate.

Left-leaning ideologies are evil.

Left is a sign of bad luck.

Well its becoming a norm since the creation of mankind to discriminate people and distinguish them by different sects or cultures or abilities or even in this case, ideologies.

Who determines whats wrong or whats right? Do we have the rights to say that I am wrong and U are right? When religion comes into play, yes the only one that is truly omnipotent and omniscient with limitless vast of knowledge is GOD. But who said that u can be a representative of Him and say that He approve of what u say and U are right?

I believe that each and every one of us are entitled to our own beliefs, our own faith, our own opinions, our own ideologies, our own thoughts, our own perspectives, our own philosophies and that we are absolutely unique for each and every way and that every one have their own mind as a result of our own experience, motivation, agenda, knowledge, and influences.

Therefore I ask again. What is right and what is wrong? I believe that people should not be indoctrinated by other people or figures or ideologies as we have the god damn rights to our own beliefs. Knowledge is vast and absolute. Therefore one should not be satisfied for what they know till to their graves. Prophet Muhammad said that PBUH.

Back to the first question, why is it that we always associate the left side is always wrong? When we talk about ideologies, in terms of Karl Marx and Socialism, the image are always Hitler, Nazism, Anger, Hatred, Mother Russia, Bad, Evil, Fascist.

But do u even read about socialism? do u even research about it? Or do u just accept what America told u? That capitalism is good, democracy is the way, consumerism benefits all, privatization induces growth, debt with interest is a norm and etc.?

I found out that when u are a Muslim, and while u talk about zakat, zuhudism, committing to God, humbleness, simplicity, justice, kesamarataan, take whats only yours and give some to the poor, riba is the worst sin etc and at the same breath u allow and agree to all those things that capitalism approve of, then I would say that u r a genuine, certified, bona fied ,trully pure, bloody hypocrite.

As an engineering student I just couldn't compute.

I am just saying that, as a human being, we are entitled to our own beliefs. Therefore nothing can indoctrinated me. I admit that I have a left leaning ideology, but that doesn't mean I enslave my mind to that ideology. I am still learning. The world are just beginning to weight itself on me, and I am only on the way to the enlightening path. I will not commit myself to one ideology, I will be open to all.

I will be open to debates and discussion and if I am wrong, I am open to be corrected but please let me remind u, I am entitled to my opinions therefore let us agree to disagree shall we?

I am a Muslim, therefore I would act as one. As a Muslim, I was told that the first word that our Prophet Muhammad received is Iqra' meaning "read". and I should not follow others (angguk, tunduk, patuh). I must stand up for what I believe in and search for knowledge and true guidance. and let Allah lead the way.

p/s: In all honesty, I would like for everyone who reads this to not agree with me and spark the skeptic in u to initiate discussions and research so that if I am wrong, please do correct me.

Ignorant much

2011-06-03T07:10:00.000+08:00

Did u know that regarding Petronas, theres only 2 person in the whole wide world that knows the income and the outcome of its financial status? The 2 person are Petronas CEO and our very own Malaysian Prime Minister. That means currently only Datuk Shamsul Azhar Abbas and Dato' Sri Mohd Najib Razak knows the cashflow of Petronas.

So, did you know that only the Prime minister and its CEO have the power to control Petronas spending and whatnot? therefore controlling its spending on projects, operations and the SALARY/BONUSES of its staff?

So regarding on what u said yesterday on "I dont care on who is the next prime minister, or when is the general election is because they dont pay my salary as long as I can live my life as it were", I would conclude that, u are so very dumbfoundedly bloody astoundingly astonishingly astronomically legendarily......stupid.

and yeah. it does effect your life. so for u to arrogantly saying that u dont care and proud to be that ignorant is such a waste of your god given bright mind and great skills.

butterflies

2011-04-14T03:13:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling butterflies, but I'm not sure whether its a lie.

So I chose to ignore and walk straight ahead, though I'll catch a glimpse or two

straighten up o' jack! hey, whatddya really want?

It's ok, cause its nice to have that feeling again. =)

erk.. =.="

2011-04-12T19:37:00.000+08:00

I think I may have a bipolar disorder.

whoaa chills

Blues

2011-04-08T02:12:00.000+08:00

Life as a youth is awesome!

Futsal, teh tarik sessions, EPL weekend, travelling.

But whats all that when ure alone aite?

Friends far and near. Keep close to me. Keep close to my heart. Cause your the best thing that ever happen to me apart from my family.

I dont care how my future will unfold. Whether money, fame or position is there waiting for me at the end. But all I want until the day I die, hundreds of soul are touched by mine. and even if we brushed through this life in just a brief of time, we are affected by each other, and please keep in mind that I will always have pieces of you inside me.

Love affair

2011-02-28T00:12:00.000+08:00

I have to admit

I'm in love.

In love with who you ask?

This is my love affair.....

Tapi aku hampa pada mlm ini, Liverpool FC tewas pada West Ham FC 3-1. =(

Namu begitu bak kata pak cik Shankly,

“Liverpool was made for me and I was made for Liverpool.”

The words of The Kop will be forever etched in my mind, You'll Never Walk Alone.

The time will come when the era of The Reds will reign!

useless ramblings

2011-02-27T19:37:00.000+08:00

I think, there is a phase for bloggers when they will post in they're blog a sentence "my blog has been dry lately and I think I should stop writing". Standard kalu tak de idea lah. mesti ckp "da lame aku tak tulis pape dlm blog aku nih, bersawang sudah takde idea". dan memang jelas aku sekarang melalui phase tersebut. Aku makin lama makin kontang dengan idea, makin tak ada mood untuk menulis.

Tapi semenjak dua menjak ni gua bnyk berfikir. Kenapa aku buat blog nih in the first place? ape satisfaction yg gua dpt dari tulis blog nih? mende tuh aku asik ulang2 dlm fikiran aku, sampai satu tahap baru aku dapt ingat balik kenapa aku tulis blog.

Bagi aku, aku menulis kerana aku mahu mengekspresi kan diri aku. Aku jenis suka berfikir. Berfikir dan membaca. Bila aku baca, aku fikir. Tiap2 masa aku fikir. Tengah lepak ngan membe2 aku fikir. Lepak sorang2 aku fikir. Dalam class aku fikir. B4 tido aku fikir. Atas moto aku fikir, sampai eksiden baru nk sedar aku langgar lampu merah. celaka. kah3! (insiden 2 minggu lepas). Senang cte aku mmg tiap masa berfikir. Macam2 mende berpusing dlm kepala aku, dari isu2 negara, isu politik, isu agama, masa depan, personal problems and sampai ke problem org len pn aku tibai fikir jugak. Aku juga suka baca article2 pendek dan blog2 from various issues. Jadi, sampai satu tahap aku fikir, "wat d heck?" asik bace blog org, article org, why not ko sendiri buat blog ko sendiri. So tercipta lah blog aku yg ade sekarang nih.

Awal2 penulisan aku, aku punya la fanatik dgn Malaysia-Today Raja Petra Kamaruddin, mmg niat aku nk jd political analyst. apa2 news yg kuar kat MT, aku nk analyze n buat conclusion sendiri. Aku ingat nk kembang kan blog aku nih utk kupas isu2 semasa, tujuan aku supaya org lain dapat tahu isu2 tu n aku sendiri paham dgn isu tersebut. Aku harap org bley bincang ngan aku sama2 tntg isu2 tersebut. Tp malang nya aku lupa aku syok sendiri je. Org tak femes mane ade org bace blog hang. adoi laaa. Bila dah lama2 cket aku jdkn blog ni tmpt luahan hati aku. Ada org suka tulis direct. Tapi aku lebih ske garapkn dlm bentuk puisi, atau lebih tepat dlm bentuk poems. Sbb sume yg aku tulis lebih kpd English. Mungkin korg tak tahu, tp theres a difference when we think in English or BM. Bg aku, aku jd lebih philosophical ble think in English. bak kate sahabat baik aku, " Language is science. different language will lead you to different way of thinking even if the words are translated the same"

Aku tanak ngarut pnjg2, just harapan aku, sebenarnya aku nk blog aku nih jd tempat aku luahkan apa2 yg ade dlm fikiran aku. Sekarang nih zaman Twitter, FB. Ramai yg suka guna dua2 media ni utk express diri diorg. termasuk aku. Bila fikir balik, aku tersilap langkah bila aku gunakan FB melabon mcm2. Aku cuma harap org tahu apa isi hati aku tentg sesuatu. Tapi aku lupa, bahawa your freedom of rights to speak is violating another person of rights of peace. Jadi, aku rasa cukup lah aku melabon kat blog aku dari kat FB. Aku rasa its safer this way. cukup kontroversi untuk diri aku, sampai masa untuk aku berundur dan jd low-profile. Kawan aku cakap lg, "philosophers dont speak, they take note of all the thing thats happening".

Therefore I conclude this article to pave way of a new beginning for this blog. Well the theme will be very much the same, I will write on issues, I will write on my thoughts, I will write on my philosophy, a little bit of my life. But I hope there will be a new matured me that will be writing afterward. Till then, happy reading.

p/s: mcm2 konflik berlaku dlm diri sepanjang 4 tahun bergelar mahasiswa terutama pada tahun akhir ini. org kata aku berubah. aku ckp alhamdulillah. aku mmg mahu berubah =) . you can never be the same when you are compared to 10 years ago and now right? thats what im facing right now, a social change.

p/s/s: ya allah. jdkan aku pemikir, bkn seorg sang karut.

2011-02-24T00:19:00.000+08:00

Ya Allah

Kau dekatkan lah hamba mu ini dgn mu,

Kau tetapkan lah pendirian hamba mu ini kejalan mu,

Kau tetap kan lah hala tuju perjuangan pada jalan mu,

kau berilah hidayah kepada ku, beri la petunjuk sedalam2nya pada ku,

agar segala ideologi ku, segala pendapat ku, segala pemikiran ku semuanye bertunjang kan pada ajaran2 mu.

Ya Allah

Kau jadikan lah aku seorang yg kritis dan skeptik,

seorang yg sentiasa mempersoal, bukan seorang pengangguk.

kau jadikan aku seorg pencinta ilmu, sentiasa dahagakan mencari ilmu,

jauhkan aku dari perbuatan sia2 dan perkara yg sia2.

Ya Allah

Kau dekatkan lah aku dgn golongan org2 yg berjuang dijalan mu,

org2 yg cintakan keadilan, org2 yg benci kan kezaliman.

Org2 yg sentiasa dahagakan kasih mu,

Org2 yg berani, sentiasa menegakkan yg benar dan menidakkan yg batil.

amin ya rabbal alamin.

The Ultimate Purpose of Life

2011-01-20T07:35:00.000+08:00

I shed my manly tears for this =(

We live our life with joy and prosperity,

with friends and families.

We have our own home to stay in to,

food to feed to,

toys to play with,

technology for entertainment and work.

But we live our lives in ignorance,

not knowing how other people of other community lives.

Do they live their lives the same as we do?

Do they have food to feed?

Toys to play with?

Home to stay?

What is our ultimate purpose of life?

Most of us say,

I want to learn in the university and graduate.

I want to get a job with a good salary.

I want to find a beautiful girl and get married.

I wanna have children and grand children.

I wanna die peacefully with my families all around me.

But is it enough just to do that?

Is is enough if we pray 5 times a day,

be an obedient slave of God,

follow our religion principles,

but we neglect our society's plight?

Didn't God ask us to be passionate?

Didn't religion teaches us to be kind thy neighbors and cherish them,

protect them even if it costs your life?

Didn't our prophets told us that charity is a way through heaven?

So I ask once again to my friends and families,

what is our ultimate purpose of life?

What have we done to the community?

Revolusion Viva Tunisia!!!

2011-01-17T10:02:00.003+08:00

Untuk pengetahuan korg, link youtube yg aku bg tuh adalah just a gist of whats happening in Tunisia right now. Why does it happen and what will this event leads to. Aku tak tau ape yg korg rase, tp bg aku ini adalah perkara terbesar yg pernah berlaku dalam hidup aku. Menda ni lg besar dari 9/11, lg besar dari perang Iraq, lagi besar dari cerita bohong “19 september” Anwar, lg besar dari Ana Raffali, lg besar dari sandiwara AF. Sebab ini adalah bukti revolusi boleh berlaku dizaman moden yg penuh dgn hiburan2!

Sebab apa yg berlaku skang ni adalah kebangkitan rakyat terhadap kekejaman rejim kerajaan Presiden Zine el-Abidine Ben Ali selama 23 tahun. Ape yg kejamnye, korg search la sendiri dlm internet. Luas terbendang ilmu hujung jari. Tunjak kekejaman kerajaan ni bukan spt kejam kerajaan “islam” lain spt rejim haram Saddam Hussein yg membunuh beribu2 rakyat Kurds dgn menggunakan gas. Bukan juga spt rejim Idi Amin yg menjadi kan rakyat nya hamba2 nya. Tetapi konsep kekejaman nya simple sahaja. Menindas rakyat marhein, golongan pertengahan dan menekan rakyat dari sudut ekonomi, peluang pekerjaan dan ketidak pedulikan rakyat miskin.

Jurang kemiskinan di Tunisia sgt lah tinggi. Yang kaya makin kaya, yg miskin spt sampah dijalanan. Negara maju, kaya dengan hasil minyak mentah. Tapi rakyat nya ditindas sebegitu rupa. Jumlah pengangguran mencapai sehingga 1/3 daripada jumlah graduan. Graduan bertaraf Masters hanya layak jual goreng pisang itepi jalan. Tapi cuba teka, bagaimana pemimpin kerajaan mereka hidup hari ke hari? Tak perlu diulas disini kerana jelas kemewahan yg dinikmati oleh rejim Ben Ali ni.

Ya negara mereka mmg maju. Sama shj spt Malaysia. Kalau Malaysia kaya dengan hasil minyak nye, Tunisia lagi kaya. Malaysia negara hampir maju. Gah dgn Putrajaya, gah dgn KLCC, gah dgn system pengangkutan awam yg tiptop dan selesa. Rakyat hidup selesa dgn subsidi yg diterima, semua org di Malaysia dapat nikmati kemudahan belajar dan menimba ilmu. Malaysia aman tanpa pergolakan, tanpa perang dan bencana alam yg besar. Kita tidak perlu bersusah payah untuk berjaya kerana peluang pekerjaan dimana2.

[SARCSM MODE] Kita punya kerajaan yg sgt prihatin terhadap rakyat. Ada je isu berkaitan rakyat, terus lantang di debatkan di dalam dewan Negara. Tidak ada wakil rakyat yg membincang kan isu remah spt “hey adakah ko dulu pernah beri rasuah ke XXX”, “hey, kenapa ko tak pangkai songok mase upacara angkat sumpah itu hari?”, “hey, BN=Babi Negara”, “Hey mu nok gocoh maghi la, kek luo bile2 je kawe ready”, “hey dewan rakyat bocor. Earrghh..benci I nk tulis mende2 mengarut yg kerajaan lain bincang kat Dewan Negara dorg. Tapi kerajaan kita ok. Semua isu di clear kan secepat mungkin. Semua rakyat tahu details dan mendalam terhadap semua issue. Transparent sungguh kerajaan kita kan? Masakn kita tak tahu apa keputusan kematian Teoh Beng Hok? Apa yg terjadi kepada Altantuya? Kemana hilang nya jet engine sampai ke argentina? Tanah sungai besi dijual pada sap ek? Kenapa kita invest berjuta2 dkt APCO? Ape cite konspirasi PKFZ? Wah semua perkara tersebut dgn pantas dicari siapa dalang crook tersebut.

Kerajaan kita bebas dari korupsi bukan? Kita juga tak perlu bersusah payah utk restructure bajet kte tiap tahun disebab kan kenaikan harga barang2 keperluan spt gula, garam, ayam, tepung minyak masak dan sebagai nya. Harga minyak gasoline pon maintain je. Aaaah..life in Malaysia is so damn easy. Bak kata perdana menteri kita, cuba bandingkan kehidupan rakyat kita dengan rakyat Indonesia, Thailand Vietnam dan Filipina. Kita kan berdaya saing dengan negara2 ini sahaja. Mana mampu nk bersaing dgn big shot-big shot spt jepun dan china. Sbb tu kte kene bandingkan kehidupan kita dengan negara2 class ketiga ini kan? Pemimpin2 kerajaan kita dan isteri mereka mane ade hidup mewah. semua ala kadar sahaja kehidupan meraka kerana mereka prihatin terhadap kesusahan rakayt. Mereka mencontohi kepimpinan Presiden Syiah Iran, Mahmoud Ahmadenijad yg hidup sangat2 sederhana.

[SERIOUS MODE] Saya akhiri coretan buang masa saya dengan ucapan tahniah pelajar2 dan rakyat marhein Tunisia! Aku disini berdoa agar kamu semua dapat kecapi kenikmatan hidup spt dimalaysia selepas ini. Syabas sahabat2 ku di Tunisia! Aku disini bersama2 berlingan air mata kegembiraan kerana kamu semua telah menunjukkan bukti bahawa revolusi bukan main-main. Revolusi itu perlu total dan radikal. Bukan spt main masak2 dgn kawan2, bukan spt bermain bola di liga MSSM. Alhamdulillah, Takbir!!!! Aku bangga punya generasi spt kamu semua. Akan aku jadi kan setiap remaja di Tunisia sbg Idola aku. Aku mahu mencari seorang remaja rakyat Tunisia sbg shabat baik aku. Kerana aku tahu, jika aku ada masalah, remaja ini akan sanggup mati kerana aku. Allahuakbar!

p/s: Al-fatihah kepada rakyat2 Tunisia yg mati syahid kerana counter attack daripada polis. Jumlah dari 20-30 org. Semoga roh2 beliau dicucuri rahmat Allah yg maha esa, maha agung dan maha adil

p/s/s: Maaf jika entri sulung aku tahun ini adalah sgt membosan kan bagi sesetengah pembaca. Maaf jika comeback aku sebagai penulis blog setelah 3 bulan menyepi ini sgt hambar. Maaf jika topik penulisan ini tidak penting bg sesetengah kamu. Tp kerana issue ini adalah terlalu penting bagi aku, maka harus aku utara kan kepada yg mahu ambil tahu

p/s/s: kalau bukan kerana mamat ini, Mohamed Bouazizi revolusi ini tidak akan berlaku!

May you rest in peace brother

Merdeka

2010-08-31T02:30:00.001+08:00

Oppression, Racism, Dictatorship, Corruption, Denial of rights, Greed, Controlled Media

Good god. I really am having a writers bloc. Don't have really much to say now.

Merdeka. Are we there yet?

p/s: tired of hearing the same story of how UMNO got us merdeka. I'll post somewhere this month about the alternative history of merdeka. Then you'll understand when somebody says "History are half-truths. It just tells the story of the triumphed and left the relinquished untold"

Sing-a-along everybody!

2010-08-25T01:36:00.003+08:00

Alang2 aku dah tade idea nk post apape dlm blog ni,

Might as well aku post lagu menarik utk sesape yg lalu kat blog nih.

Hey, everyone of you guys must have a moment or two when you hear a song, it straight away blows you away, and you'll feel somewhat connected to it.

Sometimes the song doesn't have any connection but still, it gives you the grooves and make you sing-a-long in an instant. Your head feels like banging, hands tapping and body swinging.

It's been awhile I havent have a good feel listening to any song. come and sing-a-long everybody! =D

via : BLOGSERIUS

p/s: Oh shit she's a gold digger. Well, just thought you should know nigga!

Letter for my brother, Azizi

2010-07-04T17:51:00.001+08:00

Hey bro,

Congratulations on your admittance to UDM. Now you are called a MAHASISWA, embarking to a new journey into a whole new world. This world may be alien to you, you may suffer a culture shock; a condition that is normal for any teenager.

But dont be afraid. This feeling is just a feeling. It will go away in a few weeks time, where you'll get adjusted. you'll get accustomed with the culture, hostel life. Yes, you will get homesick once a while. but that will only shows that you still have a loving place in your hearth that is called home.

You will find new friends. some are nice, some may be a little wicked to you. learn to get along with everyone. learn and observe those people around you. learn their behavior. you can trust them but be aware and alert. so that people will not stomp you down and take advantage of you. life is like a discovery channel. its a survival of the fittest!

Remember the day that we sent you to UDM. how abah restlessly try to make your 1st day at UDM a perfect one. Equip you with everything you need without missing anything. making sure that everything is complete once you arrive there. without having you buy your necessaries on your own. Remember how mama cried when she give you a hug for the last time. Its a sign that she is truly worried about you, because she has never leave a sight on you since your birth. this is the 1st time you leave home. remember that! and always remember this so that it will give you strength to be the best in UDM. Harapan; hope of our parents lies on you. for you to become successful one day with UDM as the ticket for you.

Learn learn and learn. Never get tired of learning. Academic is the utmost important, as with knowledge you will be held high regard in society, everywhere. learning is not by books only. learn about everything! learn how to command, learn how to survive, learn how to love and cherish, learn to be the best of friends, best of student, best of a human being. learn how to communicate. learn how to conduct events. participate any activities any societies. flourish yourself with these kinda things so that you will be equipped mentally and physically. through these things, you will find the best of friends that you can trust, you will find the best of experience that you can gain that you will never forget.

Dont waste your time with something foolish. do something random, something eccentric once in a while. we are teenagers. we are supposed to be rebellions. we learn from mistakes. what i mean something foolish is not doing anything! always try! try to do anything. theres no such thing as right or wrong when u are a student. but if you found out that what you are doing is wrong, take it as example and never do it again. to never fail is stupid! never be afraid of failing. and dont hold yourself to do anything. just do it! with 100 of fails, you'll come across a success that is so sweet you'll cherish the experience.

Just remember, life in uni is about having fun. dont be too rigid, and too strict and stiff. be flexible instead. and always be positive. I know that you have your own ideals and principle. I believe that you can do it. Do your best because this is the only chance that you can prove to mama and abah, and make them proud. But remember. your journey will not stop short here. you have a long way to go. Research on you path in the future. so that you will know to plan for your future.

I guess that is all I can say. Good luck brother. and godspeed. You are the hope of our parents. We 3 brothers have our own ideals and characteristics. you have one special ability in you that differs form me and abg jim. therefore you must also succeed so that you can use your ability for the betterment of the society, ummah in general.

Love,
Your brother

p/s: wrote this with teary eyes.

I'm hooked

2010-07-04T16:17:00.000+08:00

I'm hooked.....

with this song! hoho

Its a breakup song, for peeps who just going through a break up.

Nice....because why? I like the part when he sings

"It's alright (It's alright) cause you can try but you'll never keep me down

It's alright (It's alright) I may be lost but you'll never keep me down

You can try (you can try) you can try but you'll never keep me down

You cant try (you can try) I know i'm lost but I'm waiting to be found"

Thats the spirit! Thats the way to be positive!

When people treat you like shit, you dont' get fucked up and be gloomy. You get even instead!

Life as a teenager is so short to be sad. Enjoy life! Enjoy freedom while you can!

Its a worthwhile experience to be enjoyed with FRIENDS

Yeah you can wait for a knight in a shining armor to catch you before you fall, or a beautiful princess to drop her silken tissue for you to pick up for her..

But hell no, I'll not waste my time to wait for anyone!

Because I believe in fate. I believe in destiny. and when the right time comes, Allah will surely meet me with someone that completes me.

For i am now incomplete. I am just a "quarter". but before i can be "half" and connect with my other "half", I'll cherish this life, fulfill my duties as a SON and a STUDENT, grab all the opportunities that i can get, absorb the experience that I can learn and finally become "half" to be united with my soulmate.

my life is already complete with friends and family to hold me up!

Its a fuckin disgrace for your friends and family if you are sad because of someone thats only be with you for a shortwhile in your life, even its a 3-4 years of relationship. think about it. sape lagi lame kenal dan sayang kamu, dalam dan luar kamu? who's always with you for better or for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death do us part?

seriously. guys. get a life!

p/s: When I get sad, I stop being sad and be AWESOME instead.

p/s/s: Quote: Barney Stinson

cinta

2010-07-03T17:29:00.001+08:00

Aku ada harga diri dan maruah. maka secara logik nye aku tidak akan meletak kan diri aku dibawah org lain. I can stand up with my own bloody feet, no one can push me down.

tapi aku pelik. ble pasal cinta, remaja selalu tumpas. aku bersyukur sebab aku tak terjebak dgn mende haram nih.

*for now*

Bagi aku, remaja zaman sekarang kebanyakan nye bercinta dgn cara yg salah. Maruah; pride digadai. dilepas kan segala nye demi cinta. Aku tak berckp pasal sex ya. lebih pada jati diri.

Semuanya mengharap pada perkara yang tidak jelas masa hadapan nya.

p/s: Aku malas nk mengulas. kerana sgt emosi bila berckp tentang topik tersebut

Malas

2010-07-01T08:58:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is my LAST day of internship

dan aku menjadi semakin MALAS

dah.tu je yg aku nk bgtau.

kehidupan di ofis adalah sangat rutin

kesimpulannya : aku tanak keje ofis!

Morning gloom

2010-06-15T09:47:00.002+08:00

Sequel to midnight blues

No matter how many times you stumble,
You will always get back up!

Nobody is worth more than yourself.
Don't put yourself lower then him.
Because deep down inside you are better than him.You know that.

Will you submit, will you surrender, will you bow down, will you admit defeat?

Or will you stand up for your self, rise and be strong, be independent and lead your life by your own rules and make decisions base on your own choice.

Nobody can take care of you but yourself.
But remember, there are those who care about you,
that will cordially assist you on your way up.
you dont have to ask, you dont have to beg.
you just have to open up and let it be.

These people are the ones who will walk by your side along the steps of your life.
Don't be a fool, and don't be arrogant.
You need them and they need you too.
So open up, and let them into your life as you enter their lives too.
Families, friends, strangers. no matter who they are.
you must always find kindness inside them and cherish them
and that is the way of life.

always be kind to others even to our enemies.
because the more hatred you have, the lower you put yourself.
As you take positive on everything that happens to you,
and let happiness colour your life.
I promise you, you will feel the ultimate freedom!

p/s: Be strong adik!

Away..

2010-06-05T20:36:00.000+08:00

I will be away next week.

Yup. One whole week deprive of internet. no FB, Twitter, emails.

WHY?

For those who dont know me, I'll be commissioned to the rank of 2nd lieutenant on 12th June 2010. After 3 years of training in Reserve Officer Training Unit, finally I'll graduate as an officer.

But theres a catch. I've done something really bad last week and created some problem with a young officer.

So, whatever the outcome maybe, I will stand up with pride and honor. Because thats what being an OP is all about. Thats what RMC have taught me. Be a gentleman and hold your integrity. I will not go down without a fight.

Till another post, toodles

p/s: penat jd photographer for my cuzen's wedding today. congrats MOHD AZFAR ARIFF and NUR ATIQAH! welcome to the family and may you guys have a happy long lasting relationship!=)

Runsing

2010-05-27T16:48:00.000+08:00

Apabila PROBLEM datang melanda, diri menjadi RUNSING.

Kepala rase macam nak PECAH!

Tapi nak buat macam mane. Semua salah sendiri.

"Terlajak perahu boleh diundur, terlajak kata dibawa mati"

Every obstacles we encounter, always make yourself calm and think of the important aspect to swift your way out of the problem.

-This is maybe the biggest thing that I have done and im ready to take the responsibility of my actions.

-sbb aku semua kena, rase bersalah tak guna.

-papehal pn aku akan ready dgn point2 utk defend maruah squad aku.

p/s: runsing kerana masalah ini cmpur dgn masalah adik =(

malas malas malas

2010-05-14T16:25:00.001+08:00

Merujuk pada tajuk diatas, ye sememangnye saye sangat malas.

Tak tahu kenape.

Mase kat ofis ni banyaaaaaaak sgt.

Tapi sangat malas. Malas ape nak tahu tak?

Malas nak update blog.

Jadi pada hari ini aku hanya nak merapek je. kalau malas nk bace aku mrapu sila2 lah click butan 'x' diatas

Adooooi. Ape nk jadi nih? Tapi ape yang aku buat?

Bace blog orang lain. bace alternative media. bace mende2 bodo org link.

Dalam kepale aku nih penuh dgn propaganda2 ideologi2 falsafah2.

tak lupa juga benda2 lawak. trimas la pada yang bagi link2 lawak.

tade la stress sangat aku asik bace menda2 heavy je. -.-".

Tapi papehal pn aku nk promote kat korang satu blog yang aku da lame link kat dlm blog aku, tp aku jarang follow. sbb memang heavy reading. Blog ni ditulis oleh M. Bakri Musa. Nak tau camne aku bley kenal die nih? Sebab aku ade tgk youtube pasal "Malaysia Towards a Developed Country." camne aku bley tgk video nih aku pun tak ingat. aku rase sebab aku nk usha video Anwar punye speech kat univeristi kat US then ter usha kat link2 berkaitan kat sebelah kot. macam menarik je so aku usha ar.

Aku mmg respek gle ngan idea2 die. views die semua buat aku terpikir sejenak tentang ape yang berlaku zaman sekarang nih. macam mana nak perbaiki semua yang tengah rosak nih. Kalau korang nak tau, aku memang suke dengar org cakap, bg talk pasal education, economics, history in general. Falsafah2 ke teori2 ke semua aku suke dengar. dan tak lupe juge mende2 agama. Sebab dari itu baru lah pemikiran kita berkembang. tade la asik dengar satu pihak je. Bagi aku org melayu nih suke dengar satu pihak je. Dah tu terus percaye bulat2. sebab tu senang kene tipu dan brainwashed. sebab malas nak amik tau. Ignorant! bak kate org putih.

Ade orang kate, "buat ape ko nk tau mende2 nih, nape ko nk libat kan diri dgn mende2 politik nih semua?" hey dumbass. bukan politik je yang aku minat ok? seperti yang diperkatakan diatas. I like to read everything under the sun. Tapi bagi aku, politik ni mmg semua org kene amik tahu. Sebab kalau kita tak amik tau, senang2 la org nk tipu kite. senang2 la kerajaan nak control kita. senang cite,tade la kite tros diperbodoh kan oleh org yang makan gaji dari duit kita gak. kalau satu hari nanti malaysia porak peranda, siapa yg patut dipersalahkan? rakyat sendiri la sebab kebodohan sendiri. Sorry to say, if you guys want to stay ignorant then its up to you guys.

Aku tanak kehidupan normal macam sesetengah orang. Aku tanak normal cycle life seperti org kebiasaan yang tade vision [blaja, cari awek, keje, kawin, anak, tua, cucu, mati]. I got BIG plans, BIG vision for myself. I will not stand by to be ordinary because I am extra ordinary! therefore sebagai future leader, aku mesti lah tahu issue2 semasa seperti begini. dan sebab itu lah istilah awek tiada dlm kamus hidup aku. its such a waste of time to have something to commit, to be so into commitment, but the fact really is that there's nothin to commit pun actually. But that, is another story

Selain dari blog M. Bakri Musa tersebut, let me suggest you guys a great website for those who like to watch intellectual talks, TED.COM. You'll be suprised of how people can think these bombastic ideas in technologies. they also let people to discuss on broad topics like religion, phylosophy, current issues and such. Big ideas you'll never ever imagine.

Aku rase cukup lah setakat ini aku merapek. ya bila aku menulis, memang banyak aku ~~omong~~ kan (aku tak tau nape org ske gune perkatan2 indon. saje nk nampak exotic kot) Jadi sampai disini sajalah ulasan saya pada hari ini. ada masa lagi, saya akan ulas isu2 yang lagi mendalam dan detail supaya dapat kita renung2 kan bersama.

p/s: aku still hutang makhluk aneh "7 things you should know about me". ape? ingat aku lupa?

Encouraging words

2010-05-05T09:40:00.001+08:00

Something that was said to me yesterday made me proud and confident of myself;

"I like your style Aizat.I'm quite impressed by you. The way you promote your ideas and discuss it, how aware of you towards issues and such. because not many young people are like you. I think you should be a politician and join putera UMNO. We need progressive young minds like you la to be the administrator of this country. why not kan? we never know. But I guess for me you should keep your grades up. Because with what ever you have right now I think I have no problem on recruiting you. Just make a lot of networks, keep your contacts with the managers and engineers and you'll do great."

p/s: not really the exact words she said. but at least it sounded more or less like that =p
p/s/s: semangat UP! hehe. what came out as a controversy leads to something much better.huha. =)
p/s/s/s: I felt quite irked when she say putera UMNO. nevertheless i take it as a compliment.hehe

So much to write, so little time...

2010-05-02T17:34:00.001+08:00

Huhu..its been awhile I haven't updated anything..I'm sorry guys I've just been busy.

Got loads of ideas drafted to write but i just got no time. I have just started my internship last week. Daily routine are waking up at 5.30, back at home around 8 and sleep at 12. I never thought working daily in office is just so tiring, even working at office in aircond and not actually doing anything. Its just that daily routine makes you tire and when you arrive home you just wanna lie on your bed and go to sleep. The cycle is just the same everyday. wake up, go to work, back home and sleep.

Streamyx are just so fukken irritating. At one time the connection is ok, Then the next u cant even open google. rupenye ade prob cable ke po tah, seminggu mmg takley surf. nsb bek skang bley on9. dats why bru skang nk update blog hehe.

So maybe after this if got time, I'll update about my internship process n all. I also still didn't do the "7 things you should know about me" that makhluk aneh tagged me. so much to write, so little time.huhu

till then, toodles! =D

huuu..nebes2!

2010-04-26T05:38:00.000+08:00

Its the first day of internship and I'm very nervous

Aiyak!

What to do??

Should I just say to the receptionist, "kak I'm here for my 1st day of internship. Sila beri tunjuk ajar"

Huah2. Just one thing explains my feeling right now.

NERVOUS!

Well, come to think of of it, every single 91 of my batch is currently going through the same thing and probably more nervous than I am, so why don't I just go with the flow, and take the ride. chill la dude!

good luck to me! do your best! =)

p/s: The 1st thing I did when I woke up, I check my FB n den post this blog. what a geek -.-"

Of politics and Hulu Selangor

2010-04-25T11:29:00.002+08:00

*This post is very long and boring. Stop reading if you are not interested in politics*

Hmmm....Hulu Selangor. What's with Hulu Selangor eh? Is there something special happening there?

I'm glad you asked. In fact something really important is happening there for the past week and the events thats happening for the past week will all comes down to this very day. It is the day, where we uphold the spirit of democracy. It is the day where in the spirit of liberty, we proclaim our rights to choose our leader that shape our country.

For those who still don't know what is happening in Hulu Selangor right now, we are having a by-election to elect the new MP for the constituent after the death of its former MP, Datuk Dr Zainal Abidin Ahmad of PKR Well, I did overdo the words and exaggerate a bit. It's just a by-election, nothing will change in the parliament accept one more seat will go to either BN or Pakatan Rakyat's camp (or independent). But the point is any by-election is just as important as the General Election. Why? Because, related to what I said above, democracy thrives from the actions of the nation's rakyat. Democracy, without full involvement and spirit of the rakyat, is like a tree without fruit. It doesnt mean anything if a nation screams of its freedom and democracy, but its people are not free and don't exercise their rights.

So its a head to head battle of BN and Pakatan with Kamalanathan VS Zaid Ibrahim. I wanna make it clear that I am not to write about the manifesto or to support any of the candidates, but I just wanna give a layman's opinion of the situation that we are in right now in conjunction to the Hulu Selangor by-election. Just another opinion of mine about modern day Malaysian politics.

1) First of all, I am sick and tired of Malaysian politics. Why? Because its rubbish and full of shit. It stinks and smell like rotten fish. It got so rotten that we need to overhaul the whole system to get it cleaned. The blame is not all to the system, but the blame is all on us. I think that, even after 53 years of merdeka, we are not politically matured enough. The way we define politics is just so wrong. Let me give you an example. If you ask any BN supporter why we have to vote for BN what do you think they will answer? I bet you they will answer like this,

"Come on la. BN da lame memerintah, tgk ape yg BN dah buat kat negara kita. diorang dah maju kan negara kita. ade KLCC, Putrajaya. BN lah yg memperjuangkan nasib rakyat kita terutamanya Melayu. diorang yg berjuang utk kemerdekaan. Tanpa BN, kite akan hancur. ko takkan tak bersyukur dgn ape yg diorang buat. sbg rakyat, kte kene sokong diorang. berterima kasih la tu pun susah sgt"

Did you not see whats wrong? I tell you, thats the most stereotyped answer I would come across. I mean do these people have the slightest idea what they are talking about? They single handedly destroyed the very foundation of democracy that is freedom of choice. What is democracy? It is the freedom to choose any representative I want. and why the hell I have to vote for someone, even if I don't like them and found out very nasty things about them just because their past achievements and success?

"diorang dah tolong ko la bodoh. tak nampak ke. ko skang nih tgh makan duit kerajaan, duduk atas tanah kerajaan, study dkt universiti dgn pertolongan kerajaan blablabla".

Yeah, and I suppose to use that excuse to support that party. That is the lamest excuse I ever heard. What is the function of a government? It is to govern this country from a MANDATE that is given by the rakyat. We the rakyat who elect those people that walks at the corridors of power in the first place. we the rakyat who pays them their wage that feeds their family. They are the ones who are working for us! It is their responsibility to take care the welfare of the nation and its people, and it is my god given right to take what ever this nation offers! and then you tell me that i should be thankful? yes I'm thankful for what I've got and received. But, to use that excuse is just a shame to democracy. And theres a huge different between a government and a political party, you should know it yourself.

If you ever watch the Americans/Britons during their General election over the CNN/BBC, they will never talk something like that. What they will say? they will talk about the economy, healthcare system, foreign relations, immigration policies etc. Their concern is of national interest. They vote not because of the party they pledge, but to the policies that the party represents.(again, I'm saying this in a layman's term from my point of view. from watching CNN/BBC)

2) What a shame to our politics when every now and then, the politicians will raise petty issues to bring shame to the opposite camp. I mean, even in the parliament, where they are suppose to discuss and debate on national agenda also is being used as a boxing ring match between two camps (BN vs Pakatan). Name calling, raising personal issues like; whether to wear a songkok or not; this minister call him a baboon, that minister apply the same concept of a leaking ceiling with women on pms, Babi Negara, etc. all this you can watch it on youtube. just search any parliament debate video and you'll know whats wrong. They are like school children fighting over each other, squabbling. Well in this case of Hulu selangor by-election, its is not surprising that the BN will start the game with calling Zaid Ibrahim an alcoholic cum gambler. Its easy to play with the maly mind and sentiment using these tactics.

I call this bullshit. Whats the point of this? Are'nt this is all personal matter to begin with? Ok2. You dont feel comfortable of Zaid dinking. I also feel disturbed by it as well. but do you not feel disturbed that a whole lot of our own ministers in the name of BN also drinks and gamble and swindle the rakyat's money? a whole lot of them are womanizers too. dont you feel disturbed by that? come on I dont need proof for this. It's widely known already and please dont think that their are the "holier than thou" type just ask any person who have worked closely with the gomen than they will all say the same thing. so what does make these people in BN camp? arent they a bit hypocritical?

Dah la nk tuduh org, tp pakai gambar superimpose. bloodyhell

I wont be surprise by it actually. because it is known that up till the 80's, social drinking is such a commmon thing among the malays in the elite class. why? because we follow the footsteps of the british thats why. the British pass down this tradition to us and the elites been following this tradition. Not to mention any country's official ceremony, regimental army ceremonies all are with the presence of alcohol.

I mean political tactics have been regarded to be low as this to bring down their opponents. they dont care to bring up national issues, but all they do is to bring shame to their opponents and that is bollocks.

3) What is the benchmark of a candidate to win an election? The answer is how much money you can flush to give away to the rakyat. That simple. just read this article. It is not surprising that Najib will come down to Hulu selangor and tell people something like " Ok the deal is this, I give you RM2000 now and then after we win the election I'll give you RM10000 later. so vote for us!" does that look like bribery to you? It is something that you would not find hard to see in every election. that is the time when the roads at your neighborhood is refurnished, public places will upgrade, etc. but think sir, what have they been doing all this time? why only during the election they do all these things? yes. fishing for votes. that is all they care about. and then after the election, you can kiss that money good bye. People in the by-election constituents are really lucky to get freebies aren't they?

To wrap this all up, I would say good luck for the BN and Pakatan, may whoever wins can bring something good in the parliament! We dont need puppets to just sit in the seat doing nothing but follow the parties policies. But we want someone who will bring change to the country. Kamalanathan seems like a nice chap i suppose. in the other hand, we have the progressive malay, Zaid Ibrahim. Who would you choose?

Quote

2010-04-24T14:50:00.000+08:00

I will not surrender myself to ignorance, as ignorance is the highest level of stupidity.

I will not live my life accepting everything that's being told without ever going to stop, think and listen.

No politician or imam can tell me what to do or to believe without my own conscience.

Because the truth doesn't lie on the words of a specific man.

Knowledge is there for us to seek so don't let your ignorance make you a fool!

Study = Tensen

2010-04-16T02:33:00.002+08:00

Hi guys, I'm back again..hoho...It feels like its been awhile already since I last updated my blog. *Tangan gatal nk update tapi apekan daya, tgh finals niiiih!* Serious...dlm draft da ade bnyk gak topic nk tulis *draft la sgt, just topic or article yg rse2 cam nk kupas je*. tapi priority utk study FB tetap no 1 *ehem2*.

As the title shown, I will write about the reality of exam month. The D-day. The Big One. What I will show you will shock you. but I can guarentee you that this is the reality. dont say that "hey, youre the only one who have this kind of symptoms" NO! This is what everyone is experiencing so, headshot kat kepale sendri ok?hoho.This post will be quite long, but I got pics to compliment it with. so read on folks! =D

So I have just finished my 4th paper, now its two more to go. yay! Next exam will be on 17th April as shown below, ergo I got ample time to laze around tonight. Tomorrow stat study!huh!

Yeah, aku mmg sgt la pemalas dan tak creative. tgk board aku da tau kan?hoho saje amik gamba d whole board. tujuan nk tunjuk schedule exam je, tp nmpk tak medal powerman tuh?hoho!

One thing I love about exam season is that you got loads of time to yourself. No other programs to meddle with, no schedule to follow everyday. You only have to concentrate on your exam schedule. Fortunately, my exam schedule is not tight whereby we got gaps for each exams. Untuk org2 last minit study cam aku nih mmg blessing gle lah. Bley concentrate on one subjek after another. But the downside of exam is that, you will experience what we call 'serabutness'. The serabutness is a kind of like a habit you'll get this time around. your need for washing yourself will decline, shaving is unnecessary. sometimes u bathe only once a day before lunch.*some would just not bathe at all considering they don't have to go outside their bedroom*. But the most obvious will be your bedroom.

The pics I took at some random guy's room. Xbley blah selekeh gle mamat nih. Tapi aku dgr die nih cool gle.

Yeah...everything will get messy. you'll get so focused on your studies that you don't even care what your room looks like any more. Your bed will be a place to put all your self made notes, printout and sorts so that you can clear everything on your desk. You'll get sleep deprived anyway, so why bother to tidy it?

Ok what I wanna show next will totally illustrate what you're going through while you are studying. From the very beginning to the very end. and how it ends varies with many people. But I'll show you the worst that could happen.

So here you are..excited, pumped and ready to go into another world. meditate even. into a world of studying. You are focused and ready to absorb all the knowledge you want to prepare for exam. There you go, sit at your desk with your notes all over it.

Now this is how I look like when i got excited to study. learning is fun!

Then, as you go on you tend to forget about the whole world as you are totally consumed by the world of knowledge. Focus is the key they say. You try very hard to understand the logics and memories stuff.

Focus2!

You'll get into thinking games. sometimes you think so hard about what you're studying. But sometimes you just got lost in the way. Berangan lah kate org. Agak2 tanak bg kantoi roomate ko tgh berangan buat2 la mcm tgh pikir something cool n den buat suare mcm "aaaaah paham dah"

hmmm...

oooooooooh!

But after sometime...maybe about 1-2 hours of focus, it'll get pretty boring and loose your attention

Your eyes get a little droozy. bit by bit

Slowly your eyelids drag you bit by bit..heart pumping slow, your head whispers to you "sleep boy...sleep, we'll go to that nice meadow full of beautiful flowers and lie down there with a pretty angel"

Until you can't take it anymore and your eyes gave up.

There goes.....its a wonderful world in the dreamland

Ok now. What will you do at times like this? You have two options whether to let go and straight to lalaland or you can resist and fight the sleepiness. Of course you many of you will choose to fight on am I right? and what better way to stay up then to make a good ol' mug of hot and steamy nescafe'.haha let the caffeine run through your veins and you'll be up and ready again.

Its the usual neslo for me. 1 sachet of milo wif 1/2 sachet of nescafe wud do the trick

Well ok now you have a mug of nescafe, your up and awake. so now you would probably look like this

Its good. you are now pumped up again and ready to blaze ahead through the night. So now onto the next stage of studying. The next stage is well... is the state where most people go through, after enduring long hours of studying, plus the excruciatingly painful hours of memorizing and understanding...

Let the pictures do the talking

Trying very hard to understand at the same time the effects of caffeine starts to rub in

At some point, you feel too much of a headache and your brain is too saturated of studying that you cant take it anymore. otak dah tepu gile babi pnye ah. you'll feel nauseated and rase cam nk muntah pn ade.

This story is told by my friend azam. I never experience something like this before, but he told me that he was so sick of studying that he felt like puking

So there you go. I bet most of you look the same while studying right? haha..I know most of you guys are in their finals right now so good luck, and don't get stress out studying. Every people have their own techniques therefore do what you do best. Sleep is for losers!

p/s: this post was supposed to be posted exactly 24 hours before because of stupid writer's bloc I can only finish my writing today, so i actually have paper tomorrow. good luck to me!hoho

Tensen

2010-04-09T01:07:00.000+08:00

exam

Ape?

EXAM!!

Exam = Study = Tensen

Tensen2 study mai layan bdk due ekor tak btol nih.

p/s: kalau rajin pegi la usha mamat anas tahir nih kat youtube. mmg klaka cam sial mamat nih. kah3!

A matter of principles

2010-04-07T09:42:00.002+08:00

Something that my friend said just now struck me.

"Ko memamg dari dulu camni. Asik berubah2 je thinking ko nih. Tak ade prinsip yang tetap. A good leader must have strong principles. Contoh kalau aku jd follower ko, aku akan tetap ikut ko even kalau ko salah."

Perbualan ini berlaku selepas aku decide nk duduk K11 instead of KTGB. A matter of deciding which college to stay next semester.

This got me in deep thinking. Do I not have strong principles, stand strong on my belief? I have always thought that I have the made certain principles in my life, and I never turn my back on them.

I guess after what my friend said, I realise that I tend to bend the rules, a bit TOO much. I always had a layback thinking. Flexible is what I call it. But this leads to low class mentality. Yes and I just realise that. I mean, Its good to be flexible. At least, every decision I made, will have last minute call. I dont have to make that decision on the spot. Because I tend to change my mind for the last minute as I always consider the boon and bane of everything.

But back to what he said, yes I do consider that I'm not a man with principles myself. Macam lalang org kate. Kejap ko pikir camni, last2 ko pikir lain plak. Sigh. I've got to change. I have a whole world coming to me just yet. A long journey to go through. Decision making is the most important thing in my life after this as an engineer and a future Board of Directors of some company. Hancur company aku kalau aku tak berubah gini. I have to learn to stick with my guns and set rules in my life.

I am a future leader of this country. And I strive to do the best for myself, my family and to my country

"Oh Allah, make me a good leader, make me a leader who have strong belief and principles. Especially in terms of your religion. Guide me to become Soleh Muslim leader oh Allah."

p/s: The first step of change is that you recognize and accept your weakness. Then, its all action oriented. Have you had your muhasabah session with your self today? ;p

A little less friendly

2010-04-05T18:16:00.002+08:00

as of 1600 hours, 05 April 2010

Hmm...am I a just another snobby teenager who doesn't like to be friend with others or am I just plain curious....

WHO D HELL ARE YOU GUYS??

Dont get me wrong. I like expanding my networks. I love to make friends. But dontcha think that this is just a lil bit too exaggerating of your popularity? I mean, I dont think that I have the slightest idea who are 1/7 of these so called "friends"

Whats the point of adding friends if you dont even bother to know who they are and have no connection with each other? At least some people add friends because they got one or two mutual friends thats fine. They can relate with each other and maybe share stories about that mutual friend. Maybe studies in the same college that is also good. Its networking. But what are we gonna do with these people who randomly adds people and then have no idea what to do next? You dont know who they are, and then have no plans at all to get to know you then whats the point?

Technology does mess up the whole idea of being friends. lets go back to the good ol days! =)

Hurm... gotta go through "spring cleaning" of friend list. huhu

p/s: blame it on the testosterones. a horde of the "I dont know who" are females who just loved adding me as their FB friends. the cute ones I add la. huhu. True story.

p/s/s: Ini bukan cubaan utk mencapap. jus another story to share. True story.

p/s/s/s: Anis, sape lg HOT skang?hoho

Dont judge a book by its cover

2010-04-04T07:38:00.002+08:00

Selamat pagi, salam 1Malaysia

Pagi ini tidak ada apa yg hendak dikupas. cuma mahu copy paste sahaja artikel dari blog kawan rapat, Mohamad Syazwan, Wan Karai. Artikel nya begitu menarik perhatian saya sama skali kerana apa yang diperkatakan memang memang selari dengan apa yang saya selalu fikirkan.

Bagi saya, perkara yang jelas wajib atau haram, jangan lah dipertikai kan hukum nya, apatah lagi dengan mengeluar kan hujah2 yang tidak berasas hanya untuk mempertahankan diri sendiri untuk merasakan diri itu selamat "didunia". INGAT selamat didunia tidak bererti selamat diakhirat. Jangan dibazirkan waktu dan tenaga untuk melakukan perkara tidak berasas. Jangan jadi bodoh dan bongkak, maka perkara yang sebaik nya perlulah ada di hati setiap insan untuk berubah dan insaf dari melakukan dosa. Perkara yang dinasihati itu hendaklah di terima dengan tenang walau pahit untuk ditelan kerana EGO masing2.

Saya pelik apabila seseorang itu sungguh marah apabila dinasihati. Perkara yang dilakukan jelas salah (even if we think we're doing it right doent make it less evil). Dikeluarnya segala macam alasan dan tohmahan kepada pendakwah. Ingatlah setiap muslim telah dipertanggung jawab kan untuk berdakwah. Walaupun mungkin cara nya salah, cuba kita renungkan dan tanya diri kita balik " Have we done our responsibility as a muslim to PREACH?" setidak nya mereka yang pilih untuk berada dijalan Allah lebih mulia dari kita yang tidak melakukan apa2 ini.

"Jangan lihat orang yang berdakwah itu semata2, tapi lihat lah isi kandungan dakwah tersebut. kerana manusia acap kali melakukan kesilapan."

DON'T JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER

Ungkapan ini kerap saya dengari, saya yakin anda juga mungkin kerap mendengarnya. Kata-kata dari wanita yang tidak menutup aurat yang sering mendakwa bahawa hatinya baik dan suci walaupun ia berpakaian seksi serta mendedahkan aurat.

"Orang wanita bertudung pun banyak yang jahat hari ini, berzina, khalwat dan macam-macam lagi" Katanya memberi buah fikirannya.

"Malah, kami juga baik, kami tak kacau orang, tak mengumpat dan buat benda-benda tak elok" tambah wanita ini lagi.

Benarkah hujjah mereka?. Benarkah penampilan luaran tidak terpakai di dalam Islam ?. Ada juga yang sudah semakin ‘advance' hujahnya lantas berhujjah dengan sebuah maksud hadith Nabi yang sohih iaitu :

"Sesungguhnya Allah tidak melihat kepada tubuh, rupa luaran dan harta kamu, tetapi melihat kepada hati dan amalan kamu" (Riwayat Muslim)

Simpati bercampur kesal saya mendengar bagaimana terdapat orang yang sewenangnya berhujjah dengan hadith untuk menyokong nafsunya. Hanya digunakan Islam dalam hal yang selari dengan kehendaknya sahaja.

"Seorang pekerja yang dijumpai oleh majikannya sedang bermain ‘game' semasa waktu kerjanya sedangkan dokumen yang dipinta si boss masih tidak disiapkan, lalu si majikan berkata: "Macam mana kamu nak cemerlang dalam kerja kalau begini sikap kamu"

Lalu jawab si pekerja : " Saya luaran je nampak main ‘game' boss, tapi hati saya ikhlas dan saya kerja dengan cemerlang"

Adakah anda rasa si boss boleh menerima cakap pekerjanya itu ?. Adakah Allah SWT boleh mengganggap hati seseorang itu suci dan baik dengan melanggar perintahNya ?

Hakikatnya, sesuatu untuk baik dan suci mestilah ditentukan mengikut neraca Allah dan RasulNya, bukannya neraca pemikiran kita semata-mata. Jika merujuk kepada neraca Islam, Nabi SAW pernah bersabda ertinya :

"Ketahuilah, bahawa di dalam diri anak Adam itu ada seketul daging, yang bila ianya baik maka baik seseorang itu, dan apabila buruk, buruklah amalan seseorang itu, ketahuilah, ia adalah hati" (Riwayat Muslim)

Berdasarkan hadith ini, menurut neraca Islam kebaikan hati seseorang boleh dilihat di peringkat pertamanya dari tindak tanduknya. Ertinya, bila tindakannya sentiasa menyalahi kehendak dan hukum yang diletakkan Islam, ia adalah tanda kekotoran hatinya. Jika tindakan luarannya pula bertepatan dengan kehendak Islam, maka adalah harus ianya dianggap baik pada peringkat pertama iaitu neraca luaran orang ramai, adapun baik di peringkat kedua adalah samada hatinya bertujuan kerana Allah ata selainnya seperti sekadar menunjuk-nunjuk sahaja.

Justeru, 'we can judge a book by its cover in certain cases' iaitu apabila perkara asas Islam dilanggar, maka sudah tentu ‘that cover is reflecting what's inside the heart of a person'.

p/s: penulis cuba sedaya upaya untuk mengarang dalam bm. maaf jika tatabahasa cacat

p/s/s: rangkap terakhir penulis ditujukan kepada insan yang sentiasa tidak berpuas hati kepada insan2 pendakwah yang melakukan tugas mereka. Always look on the positive aspect in everything. "husnuzon" bak kate pepatah

Alhamdulillah

2010-04-03T01:17:00.001+08:00

1) Alhamdulillah, praise be to god almighty, for he has given us sufficient wealth, health and the will to live on.

2) Alhamdulillah, setel dah internship hunting aku. For now just have to prepare mentally, physically and equip myself the urge to learn and gain experience. Agak chuak thinking of the days that lies ahead, cos cant expect at all what will happen, how will I act n such, but like ppl always said, just be yourself and you'll be just fine.*or am I?* sometimes ppl say dat being myself is kinda annoying. haha. Scomi here I come!

3) Alhamdulillah, setel dah 1st stage Final Year Project aku, that is finding a supervisor lecturer. Thanks Prof. Dr. Nawi Derahman for accepting me as one of the three students you choose to supervise. You have always been like a father figure for me since my first class with you during my 1st year. I look up to you sir, and always feel jealous of how you've lived your life. How I wish I can imitate you in any way, the way you talk, the way you made british jokes, the way you can intelligently discuss on anything.

For now, I just have to learn reservoir simulation and the Eclipse software. It is something totally alien to me, but I have to struggle extra hard to achieve taht success.*tu la sape suroh gatal sgt nk wat simulation. org len wat lab kan sng ngeng!* but it is my choice to do something unique rather than ordinary.

4) So now, there is only one thing left before i proceed to those things. Finals!

6/4 Petroleum Geology

7/4 Writing for Specific Purposes

9/4 Well Completion

14/4 Gas Engineering

17/4 Production Engineering

20/4 Evaluation and Management of Petroleum Projects

5 papers in 2 weeks and loads of chapters to cover. Good luck 3-SKPians. May the force be with you!

"Oh Allah, make me a better man. Make me a better fighter. For I let the outcome to your own judgement, least I struggle and make the best out of everything. Make me hunger for knowledge, and equip me with the appropriate skills to become a wise leader that bows for no other than you. Ameen"

Al-Fatihah

2010-04-02T10:39:00.004+08:00

Not for awhile, we were shocked to receive a news that our funniest guy, Mior Ahmad Fuad Mior Badri, or famously known as Din Beramboi has been admitted to Hospital Selayang and in a state of coma.link.

Today, we are sadden to know that he has passed away at 12.30 am, Friday today. Alhamdulillah, the burial process was done smoothly at Taman Ehsan, Kepong.

As we express our grief for the the passing of this funny guy, I am raged to know that theres some irresponsible idiots who made postings about Din Beramboi's death on THURSDAY. Report Link. These kind of misfits should be put on jail for spreading false rumors. How can they be so insensitive towards the family members and fans of Din's to post something that is false. I mean, come on la. Check your sources before you post something! shame on this people! You only got so much of freedom of speech in this websphere to remember that there are things that called ethics, ground rules and common sense.

Din Beramboi, you will be remembered by many, as the man who made us laugh everytime you show yourself. ko tunjuk muke pn aku nk pecah perut dah. hoho. All his lawak bloody original i tell you. Damn I'll be missing you. May you rest in peace and placed among org2 yg terpilih disisi Nya.

As a tribute, I embed a video of Din Beramboi antics for your viewing pleasure. Its my favourite song all time! hoho enjoy!

National emergency!

2010-03-31T09:55:00.000+08:00

This news just break in. Din Beramboi is in a state of coma and has admitted to Hospital Selayang for rat virus infection. link here

This is a sad news for all of us may we take a moment of silence for this one funny fellow, a malaysian true hero, giving smiles and cherry days every where he went, whatever show he is in. Laughter is the best medicine, and with all the laughter that you have given us, we hope that you come back strong and healthy!

Din Beramboi..we Malaysians from all walks of life, the poor the rich the young and the old, pray that you'll survive this ordeal and be all A-ok =)

Get well soon!

Pak Berahim

2010-03-31T08:06:00.005+08:00

I have been following the PERKASA issue very close to the heart from the start.

Even before the establishment of PERKASA early this week, I have been following this chap Ibrahim Ali from the day he went "independent" (we all know theres no such thing as independent in politics, just people who wants their share licking BN's butt) to this very moment.

I flinched every time him or one of his konco appears in the media. I raged every time they made a statement. But today, this lovely morning, I drop dead LMAO (thats Laughing My Ass Off) watching this particular video of Al-Jazeera. watch this.

Theres two Malays in that video. can you spot the difference? one shows class and intellect, while the other only knows the word "shit". macam adnan sempit la ko! "banana dont fruit 'three' times" kah2!

Bloody hell. I want to write more, but hell, Im in a study mode. It is study week, my finals is just aroud the corner.

Serius tangan da gatal nk taip nih. Ive got a lot to say about those malay bigots. bloody racist mafaka.

Till then,wish me luck in my exams!cheerios.

Adooi laaaaa...

2010-03-24T20:03:00.001+08:00

One thing Ive learnt today;

"If an opportunity comes by rolling infront of you, quickly grab and grasp it closely, or someone might come and take it away. Delaying it wont get you anywhere. You'll regret it soon after."

Orang tu da call ko mintak confirm ko delay2 ape lg? kan dah kne review blk application!

DAMMIT!

Now I haf to wait and search again.

Ive learnt my lesson. Try to be more professional next time ok boy?!*sekeh pale sendiri*

p/s: This rule applies in any other part in your life. Tak kesah la opportunity apo pn, rezeki jgn ditolak!! tp b4 dat analyze the situation 1st la. One thing that differentiates a good and bad decision is by experience. and this one is a hell of an experience I wont ever forget.

Licence to kill

2010-03-23T13:42:00.003+08:00

Hello, good morning and good night to all, where ever time zone you are in.

It’s been a rainy week in skudai right now; in fact it’s raining at the moment I write this post. After months of hot days we skudai people certainly deserve a nice chilled environment for once. Ahh, what a nice feeling to be woken up with cool air in your lungs. Refreshing indeed.

So postings are not as frequent as I was hoping, with a lot of assignments and projects, but I promised myself to write once a while so for today I would like to comment on the recent article I read on police violence.

I very much condemn police violence and in fact, I hate it very much. Not enough that police reputation are downgraded with reports of bribery and such, police violence is very much common in our beloved country, Malaysia. It made the highlights during street protests and demos. I personally made aware of this during Anwar’s Reformasi era 1998. As I follow the news and such, it made me loathe the fact that how people who try to organize a peaceful march can get seriously involved in police violence.

But that is another case. The issue that I’m trying to focus here is about the act of police shoot-to-kill conduct; ethical? Or just plain emotional. First read this article in The Nut Graph titled “Are the police shooting to kill?”

If there were a discussion on the police matters, I would certainly bash the whole lot. There’s no doubt about it. But when it comes to this, I just had to be in defense with the police. I will now start with my points

1. The police force, same as the military, is trained with strict regimental codes and conduct. Their everyday life are to obey orders and such, every action of the police are basically either by directly from the upper echelon officers or by the BOOK

2. When I mean the book, I mean like some sort of manual, guide or textbook. Every policeman will follow this doctrine to the details. Well this is very subjective as everyone has their own instinct to act as they wish to. But basically, every personnel will follow this code.

3. In terms of shooting, it is standard procedure to gun down an offensive armed suspect. Simple. If a suspect is in any way possess anything that can inflict harm in anyway be it firearms or sharp objects, and have intention to harm or kill the policeman, then a police may use a firearm to stop that suspect.

4. Yes of course, the policeman must use every means necessary before using a firearm like restraining orders and such, self defense mode and the use of non violent conduct.

5. "In the limited circumstances where shootings are warranted by law, suspects could be shot in the legs or arms and captured alive,"

6. But tell me bradder. What you will do when a suspect is running to you, flailing a parang violently at you? What about a suspect with guns, with all the attention shooting at you? Of course you will have to start to shoot back!

7. “Oh yeah, why didn’t the policeman aim for their hand or legs. Training tak cukup ka?” Oi bradder! You think it’s a walk in the park to aim a moving target let alone small areas like legs and hand? Furthermore, at an intense situation like that, you’ll need to act in a split second. Ever tried firing a gun before? Please don’t watch too many action movies ok? Bloody idiot.

8. “The police could consider other means of neutralising suspects, such as by using stun guns, tranquiliser shots or tear gas that are not lethal.”

9. Adoooi bro. Taser guns? First of all Malaysian police force did not yet fully apply to use tasers. Yes we bought them a couple units not long ago. But it is not fully practiced yet. You think we are a goddamn rich country like USA nk bgi sme personnel srg satu tasers? Gaji polis pn tak cukup ingat kerajaan bnyk duit nk bli?

So for me, I applaud the police for doing their good job in apprehending those criminals. Humans rights or not, they are all a waste of life after all. Kecik2 tanak mampos, dah besa mnyusah kan org. Mmg patut kne tembak pn.

But then again, yes “an inquest must be held to determine whether the police made any efforts to apprehend suspects alive. In the long run, a coroner's court should be set up to investigate all deaths involving the police.” There should be check and balance for this to avoid such abuse of power.

At the end of the day, It’s all a matter of fixing the system right?

Midnight blues....

2010-03-23T03:45:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, there will be times in your life that you’ll come across walls,

Walls which maybe thick or thin, large or small, tall or short.

Whatever type of wall you encounter, always inside yourself, is that mediocre feeling, that low self-esteem self that will hold u from going through these walls

“why risk yourself?” he said

But,

We can never see the other side of the wall, other than finding the strength to climb over it

This wall may be big; we'll tumble half way from the top

And fall all d way to the ground

Your body crushed to that cold, hard floor.

It’ll hurt. It’ll hurt so bad that you’ll feel that all the pain in the world thrust upon u

But remember this, dear friend.

Things that that don’t kill us; Will only make us stronger.

So don’t worry about the outcome,

Worry what you will do to achieve the outcome

Whether you win or lose is not what you can expect

It’s that grand master plan of the All-knowing that will take place.

But you will and always will try your best in everything

To use all of your strength and effort,

For one thing that is called happiness.

For when the angels comes to write against your name, he writes, not that you attain that happiness or not, but how you lived your life to the fullest!

p/s: Dedicated to the person that I can proudly claim as my sister =)

*That last part tribute to the RMC's sportsmen prayer

From bandung, with love~

2010-03-07T00:06:00.000+08:00

You know after 3 years at UTM, I have found a couple of favourite spots for specific foods.

and just last week Ive just discovered that a new cafe that was established just a year ago, made the best mee bandung ive ever tasted.

D'tropika cafe just beside the big lake at the main entrance

DAMN NICE!!!

p/s: Not the actual mee bandung!!

oh2...hooked with mee bandung~

next stop, Muar!

hurm...

2010-02-28T08:22:00.001+08:00

shud i start an online diary to compensate my writings in this blog?

seems like the rate is horizontal in graph with one post per month. shud start to write more la...

coming soon "Trip to KSB"...gonna collect some pictures first!huhu

p/s : sme org nk p/s aku on nk p/s gak hoho...cam sronok

Of Lim Guan Eng, the malay bigots and Maulidur Rasul

2010-02-16T20:25:00.000+08:00

Well, hello there guys. I guess it’s not too late for me to wish Gong Xi Fa Chai to all Malaysians. It’s a very prosperous year of the tiger and this tiger is very raged of the latest issue of the cancellation of the annual Maulidur Rasul march in Penang. The alleged perpetrator defendant here is Lim Guan Eng and well as usual the accusers on the side of prosecutor are the malay bigots led by UMNO.

Ek? What did u say? Let’s go to the street and demand resignation from LGE?Wait a minute. I’m not like you racist malay bigots who demonstrate on everything that’s deemed insulting for you in your little mind. And no, I will not go parade a pig’s head resembling LGE’s head also. It’s disgusting and I will not go for a demonstration and protest unless for a very legit reason and for a right cause.

No guys im not raged at LGE.I wanna make it clear that im on the side of the defendant. And as a volunteer amateur acting lawyer in the web space here I will defend him with my own personal views on this matter. First read article titled "Isu Perarakan Maulidur Rasul di Pulau Pinang" by Khairy "babi negara" Jamaluddin”.

Read at the scanned letters of from penang SUK office that clearly says "perarakan dibatalkan dan DITERUSKAN dgn Majlis Perhimpunan Ummah". Can’t u guys read weh? Try to read for goodness sake! It’s elementary. These malay bigots are clearly making an issue about this. Ok fine, LGE cancel the march. It’s clear. But what the penang government did instead is to replace the event with another event to commemorate the birth of our beloved prophet Muhammad PBUH. I want to ask these guys again. What’s wrong with that? Again, read the tentative of the programme and you’ll find that it goes on to a forum where I assume the topic will be regarding Maulidur Rasul.

Well, I would personally choose to be in a cool aircond hall for a forum rather than marching on a freaking hot day (yesterdays report 36 degrees), sweating in my baju melayu. You malay bigots can go do wat you minorities small brains wanna do. Tunjukkan cinta pada nabi konon. How irrational thinking can lead to irrational actions. Even Kelantan have their own way of celebrating Maulidur Rasul. Check it here.

This has led me thinking, which one is better to celebrate Maulidur Rasul? Marching by contingents while salawat loudly, wearing uniquely decorated baju melayu and banners, or replace all that with another programme which has ceramah etc. At the end of the day, what really come to mind for the march participants is which contingent is the best dressed, best banners or the best march. Where is the true spirit of commemorating the prophets birthday? I say zilch, nil, zero. Malays are totally into these kind of ritual that it has become like an “akidah” or “kewajipan” for them to do, where actually these kind of things are not necessary and leads to “bidaah” in Islam which means redundant. They want to show that they are true and better muslims than others by safeguarding these rituals.

But then again, I didn’t oppose the way we have been celebrating Maulidur Rasul by marching and all. At least, it shows that there is an event going on and for all its worth, it does shows and in a way an expressed gratitude and love to our prophet. At least some of the events going on will be aired live on the telly and maybe ignorant guys like me will at least come across the channel and realize its Maulidur Rasul. In any way, you are showing your love to the prophet Muhammad PBUH.

Let’s go back to the real issue here. The malay bigots are defaming LGE anti Islam for cancelling the march. What they missed is that LGE cancel the march to proceed with another event. But did he ban the march? No he did not. Did he issue a letter stating that anyone who participates in a march commemorating the prophet Muhammad’s PBUH birthday will be arrested? NO HE DID NOT. Well with that guys, I rest my case.

The "Allah" issue in Malaysia

2010-01-05T11:03:00.003+08:00

So, for starters I would like to copy paste and post an article that was wrote by a good friend of mine slash batchmate slash brotherhood of SOULS, OP Zainal Abidin Adlin in his fb. this issue is quite new and for those who cudnt care less to know what is going on please open up your eyes . its a damn nice article and i for one agreed on evry point made.

The "Allah" issue in Malaysia
by Zainal Abidin Adlin

Assalamualaikum, Peace Be Upon You.

This goes to all you Muslims and non-Muslims reading this with an open mind.
However, this is a Malaysian issue so if you're non-Malaysian, you'll have to do some extra background reading.

The reason for why am I even bothered to write this is because I feel that people are becoming blatantly sensitive and picking sides without actually understanding the problem. Being a fan of unity, tolerance and the intellectual revolution, it saddens me to see the people of my country fighting about while being in a state of ignorance and arrogance.

There are basically 2 main groups of people. One is for the usage of "Allah" as "God" regardless of religion. These people are mostly non-Muslims and non-Malay. The other one is against it and demands that "Allah" should only be used by Muslims. These people are mostly Muslims, making them mostly Malays. It's pathetic to see how easily a linguistic issue could lead to a national, racial and religious friction. Now, throw in some constitutional mambo jumbo and you'll get people using "freedom of expression", "freedom of religion" and other fictional freedoms as their argument's foundation.

I am going to be critical to both sides.

Now, let's establish some facts first.
1. "Allah" is not a Malay word. It is Arabic.
2. In Arabic, "Allah" does not mean god. It means "God" in a much more specific concept.
3. The Arabic word for god is "ilah".
4. The Malay word for god is "tuhan".
5. Among Arabic speaking people, "Allah" is used by Muslims, Christians, Jews, even pagans.
However, the conceptual definition of "Allah" is differs from "ilah" as such "the sole deity, God the Creator" to "deity, god".
6. Non-Arabic/Sematic & non-Abrahamic religions don't usually use "Allah" to define their God/god/gods.

>What's wrong with the ones AGAINST it?

What is the Islamic creed, the Shahada?
"Laa Ilaha Illa Allah" = "There is no god, but God"
Is your faith that weak or your understanding of your faith that poor that you feel threatened just by someone else calling their God with the same term you are?

If a Muslim does get confused and then converts to Christianity, it simply proves that you other Muslims aren't educating them right. I mean really, how hard is it to differentiate between a religion that believes that there is only one God between another religion that believes that there is God the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit? Not only that, it also proves that something is definitely wrong with your system. Have a taste of your own medicine you half-assed Muslims.

The fact is, the Christians believe that Jesus is the son of Allah. The same Allah we believe in. That is our common ground. The biggest difference is, we believe that Jesus is a prophet of Allah. Much more understanding and respect could come out if instead of arguing who should or should not use "Allah", to discussing why your concept of "Allah" is much more logical. That, plus educating you fellow Muslims and children about Islam and why is it distinctly clear to be the correct way of life. Better yet, use Islamic methodologies to fix our judicial, financial, education, political, and welfare system. Lead by example. Don't just tell them you're right, prove it!

>What's wrong with the ones FOR it?

Why on earth do you struggle so much to put "Allah" in your book?
It seems more like a provocation rather than an honest attempt to use a Malay word.
There are so many other terms you could use as God. From the Malay "Tuhan", to the Hebrew "Yahweh", "Elohim" or "Jehovah", the more English "God", "Lord", "Almighty" and etcetera. It's not even a Malay word, so don't claim it's for the Malay version of The Herald.

How many non-Muslims is Malaysia call their God/gods/god by the name "Allah"?
We're not an Arabic speaking country. "Allah" is not even native to the Christians or any other religions. Not only that, there's no "Allah" in Mandarin,Tamil or English. So if it's not traditional to you language-wise, culturally or religiously, why fight for it like it's your bloody right?

Think about it this way. This is hypothetical so use your imagination. Assume you're a Hindu in ancient Greece. Would you claim to use "Zeus" as Krishna, Vishnu or Rama? I doubt it. You would most probably use "Theos" which is Greek for "God".

>MY Conclusion

1. Using "Allah" to represent the unadulterated concept of "God" in Abrahamic faiths is fair enough.
2. The Institute of Language and Literature (Dewan Bahasa dan Pustaka) should define what "Allah" means in Malay more specifically. So even if a non-Muslim uses that term for the sake of using the Malay language, its meaning is clear enough.
3. Muslims should put more effort in improving the state they're in rather than going amok over trivial matters. If non-Muslims could only see what true Islam is all about, you wouldn't have time to worry about apostates cause you'll be too busy taking care of reverts.
4. Non-Muslims, especially the Catholics should understand the situation of the country and be more matured. Don't tell me you're not expecting a retaliation when you take this matter to the High Court. Clearly you don't respect the people around you and their feelings. What next, the Buddhist pilgrimage to Nepal would be called "Hajj"?
5. Malaysians, come on. You're better than this. How much longer are we going to allow ourselves to be systematically divided and conquered?

Again, I hope you would all read this with an open mind and forgive me for my less than polite language. Feel free to comment, criticize, share, even re-post this around and tagging people if you think that it's worth reading. I am sorry if there are any errors in the points I've made or as a Muslim would say, Wallahu 'Alam, God knows best.

Wassalam, Peace be with you.

ok. so my point of view,

1) The ppl of east malaysia have been using "Allah" to refer as god for as long as there are christians there and this includes evrywhere else in d world ie. the middle east and also in the indonesia where the bibles are mostly in malay.

2) The word "Allah" is not exclusive to muslims only by the fact that the word is derived from arabic language and as ive sed b4 ppl aorund the world have been using it without any problems. its is made exclusive to muslim malays because we as a muslim living in malaysia have been taught since the early days to not question anything that is not mainstream. and in this case the "Allah" issue. when something that is not norm in our culture we go into rage and say "this is wrong!", "you are insulting us!" when suppose there are nothing wrong with it,really.

3) inconclusion. the word "Allah" is very much legitimate for the christians and even jew for their usage.it is their own right.fullstop.

4) but while i have no problem watsoever on the usage of "Allah" for their usage, we should all b critical and speculate on the decision of the catholic church of malaysia to pursue all out to the courts to use the word right here in west malaysia. we should question why they are so adamant about this. why not just use "tuhanku" or watever.why the fuss?what is their motives?

5) there maybe other hidden agenda for them to go all out on this. as i sed from point 2), it is not norm and the malays are easily insulted by these issues.this will create havoc and outrage and disrupts harmony between races.

6) the catholic church should study their actions beforehand and responsible for the aftermath. the usage of "Allah" shouldnt be raised at all in the first place. but if there are other true motives, the church should clarify their actions.

7) I urge that there must be mutual understanding between christians and the muslims so that harmony is intact. malays must remember that Islam is not confined within the norm of our adat but it is a knowledge that we must seek and with deep understanding. The usage is not wrong!but the ulterior motives, that we should question. dont go bollocks and say something stupid just because u feel offended. dont get confused ur sentiments with facts!.

so this concludes my 1st official issue raised.haha.gud luck reading em.comments +ve or -ve are mostly welcomed.this is a free world goddammit.

erk..

2010-01-05T10:51:00.002+08:00

damn! its been bloody 2 yers since ive last post anything in this blog. only 1 bloody post. n its jus an introduction...hahaha...i guess its just an experiment 4 me to get start writing..

actually i jus remembered that i do got a blogspot account. well wat d heck..i guess i could start slow, maybe doing this jus 4 leisure like a diary like what most vain teenagers do..kah3..but like i sed 2 yers back. ill definitely write something useful once a while. the world doesnt evolve around me and im not intend be one of those vain distress teenagers n say things like "ppl hates me" or "i have no frens"..damn..go get a lyf..

so signing off,l8r

Breaking the silence..

2008-07-02T21:00:00.002+08:00

Yup...as d title shows,im breaking d silence in the vaslty world wide web in d art of blog form....huhu..this is my 2nd attempt on writing a blog...we'll c hows it goes,as my hobby to read other people's blogs so i think its time 4 me to write one...hehe

well 4 readers,expect random entries as i will write about anything thats related in my life,whats going on,whats happening ard us,issues,whats coming out of d headlines,ard the blogs n such...as i always browse in malaysia-today.net,ill review some excerpts of d articles written there so that u guys would know d real news...

well..i hope that readers will continuosly drop by n leave comments along d way n i hope that i can write loads of stuff onwards...